Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
Ah no; it should not be! She should be the prey, now she was dead, of
no Schrandener wolves. He alone, for whom she had lived, for whom she
had gone to meet her death, must prepare her last resting-place. He
would hide her in the lap of mother earth, and smooth the turf so
carefully above her that no body-snatcher would ever discover and
profane the holy spot. He lifted the corpse in his arms and carried it
to the grass-plot. The moon had risen high in the heavens and shrouded
the landscape in a veil of silver. From the dewy glistening grass rose
the fragments of the old Diana statue in dazzling whiteness. Here he
bore her and let her sink on the turf, her neck supported by the
cracked pedestal, so that with her face turned towards the moon, she
looked as if she had fallen asleep in a sitting position. Then he
sought a burial-place. His eye fell on the black, four-cornered patch
which Regina had intended for his father's grave. How vividly she came
back to him, as she had looked then, in the full splendour of her
sunburnt strength and beauty, driving the heavy spade into the ground
with her naked foot, as if it had been a ramrod. If he had not then
interrupted her in her work, he would to-day have been spared his.
The service of love she had wished to render his father it was now his
duty to do for her. What could be simpler than to go on digging deeper
the grave that she had begun that day, little dreaming it would be her
own?
He fetched a spade from the kitchen, where the fire she had kindled was
still smouldering, and began with all his strength to throw up the sod.
From time to time he paused and glanced at her. She seemed well content
to sit there in the bright moonlight, and quietly contemplate his
labours. Now and then, when the shadow of a cloud flickered on her
face, he half fancied she moved, and was going to rise to her feet.
Then that tormenting scepticism that all experience in the presence of
their beloved dead overwhelmed him. He called her name and rushed to
her side. Her hand rested on Diana's head, which lay close to her in
the grass. He dared not touch her, and stole back to his work, his face
buried in his hands.
The grave began to grow deep, and he feared that soon he might not be
able to climb on to the edge again. He went to get the flower-stand out
of the green-house, on the shelves of which she had ranged the plates
and dishes in such beautiful order.
"No one shall eat off them again!" he said, and dashed the earthenware
crockery on the floor, where it broke to atoms. He placed the stand
against the inside of the grave, to serve as a ladder, and then
continued throwing out the soil as before.
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