Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
By the time the clock in the village had boomed out the second hour of
the morning, his melancholy task was finished. He had no coffin for
her, but to prevent her lying on the black moist earth, he fetched from
his bed, which she had always taken pains to keep so daintily clean and
tidy, a quilt, and two feather pillows, and lined the grave with them.
And now the time for parting had come. He raised her in his arms, and
bore her to the edge of the pit; then sitting down on the mound of turf
to take breath, he lifted her head on to his knees. Never before had he
been able to look at her so leisurely, for he had never dared trust
himself to let his eyes rest on her for long. Now he studied lovingly
every feature of the dead face, caressed the stiff cheeks, and wrung
the water from her heavy curls. A cold shiver passed through his frame.
He had held the wet body, with its dripping skirts, so long in his
arms, that his own clothes were damp from the contact.
"Farewell!" he murmured, and kissed her on the forehead. He was going
to kiss her on the lips, but drew back quickly.
"You disdained them in life," he said to himself, "so in death they may
not belong to you."
And then he edged the corpse nearer the grave, and jumped down on to
the top step of the stand. Slowly and cautiously he lifted her in,
stretched her on the quilt, and cushioned her head on the soft pillows.
Once more he wanted to kiss her, but was afraid to leave the stand that
bridged her feet; so he contented himself with stroking her hands,
which he could reach from where he sat; then he clambered out of the
grave, drawing the stand after him with the top of the spade-handle.
But afterwards he found he had forgotten to draw a corner of the quilt
over her face, to prevent the soil from falling on it. "Flowers," he
thought, "will do as well;" and he went in search of them. Under the
trees in the park grew great masses of anemones and bluebells, and
there were violets and primroses, that she herself had cultivated, in
the garden.
He gathered all he could see in the uncertain light. The anemones and
primroses had closed their calyxes in sleep, but the violets looked up
at him with their confiding blue eyes, as if inviting him to pluck
them.
With his hands full he returned to the grave, and, as he looked down
into it, stood spell-bound at what he saw. It was indeed a picture of
almost magic loveliness. The moon had passed its height, and, shining
at the foot of the grave, illuminated it on the east side, so that the
head, reposing in its deep resting-place, was thrown out clearly in
relief, while the blood-stained body was hidden in darkest shadow.
The still, white face seemed to smile up at him, as if lapped in
blissful dreams.
He threw the flowers aside, and, crouching down in the loose earth he
had thrown up, stared and stared down on her, holding a solemn and
silent wake.
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