Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
This time she came back with glowing cheeks, panting for breath. Two
peasants on their way home from the Black Eagle had seen her and given
chase.
"But to-morrow, _Herr_, to-morrow, I shall succeed."
She was right. More breathless than the evening before, but radiant
with delight, she came into the room, and stood at the door, stretching
out two empty hands in triumph.
"Thank God," he thought, "that I shan't have to send her a fourth time
on a fool's errand."
In joyous excitement she told him all about it. Sultan, the big dog in
the kennel, knew her; and as a hostage she had taken him a bone, then
he had permitted her to stand at the back door and look through the
keyhole. She had seen Helene standing at the great store-cupboard. "I
knew that Helene,--I mean the pastor's Fräulein,--went to the
store-cupboard every night to put out coffee and oatmeal for the
morning," she explained, "and sure enough I just timed her right, for
there was her candle flickering in my face, and she standing within
three steps of me----"
He gave a deep sigh. Happy creature! She had _seen_ her!
I opened the back door very softly, and called, 'Helene, Fräulein
Helene!' And when she caught sight of me, she screamed and let the
candle fall. 'Helene,' I said, 'I am not going to hurt you. Here is a
letter from Junker Boleslav.'
"She trembled so, she could hardly take the letter out of my hand. And
then she shrieked in horror, 'Go! Go _at once_!' And almost before I
could tell her about the letter-box on the drawbridge, she had slammed
the door and bolted it in my face. Ah, dear God!" she added with a
melancholy little smile. "I am used to being treated in that way, but
she might have been kinder because I brought a message from _you_!"
He leant his head on his hands. Helene's conduct gave him food for
meditation. Of course her reception of her fallen playmate was in every
way excusable. No wonder that her chaste and maidenly soul revolted at
the sight of this unfortunate girl!
Every day Regina now ran down to the drawbridge to peep into the
letter-box that was fastened to a pillar there, to see if there was an
answer from Helene. But the letter-box remained empty; and Boleslav's
brighter mood soon clouded again. He became more bitter and defiant
than ever, and a prey to tormenting reflections. In his pride he would
not allow that he had been spurned by the woman he loved; yet it was
hardly any longer a matter for doubt that she wished in no way to be
associated with him in his dishonour. He saw his great plans for the
future fall in ruins in this abandonment of hope of winning the love of
his youth.
Many days went by before he roused himself from this fresh
depression--it was not till the feverish unrest of waiting had subsided
that he slowly recovered his calmness and fortitude.
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