Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
General
Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
Something must be done. Above all, it was necessary to stand in less
familiar relations with her, to repress her, and lower her again to her
old position of humble and despised servant-girl. The festival of
Christmas was a good opportunity of paying her off with a loan, the
handsomeness of which would discharge his obligations to her for all
time. With a stroke of the pen he would provide for her future, and
thereby purchase the right to regard her as what she actually was--his
humble dependant and menial. She should give him her company to-day for
the last time. She had not yet finished her evidence, and as he had
once broken the ice he might as well know everything. Of those two
awful nights of guilt and shame, in which she had been a witness of
bloodshed and arson, he would hear the worst.
"And then when she has confessed all," he said to himself, "she shall
keep to her green-house, which is her proper place, even if she has to
burn all the timber in the park to prevent herself from freezing."
It was not seemly that in this solitude he should associate so much
with her, and he made up his mind to put an end to the intimacy once
for all.
A hare crossed his path and turned his thoughts into another channel.
He aimed and hit it. The little animal rotated three times, and then
lay motionless on its nose.
"She will be pleased," he thought, as he slung his booty over his
shoulder. Ah! there he was thinking of her again already.
The sky meanwhile had clouded. A sharp shower of prickly white flakes
cut through the trees; a wild hiss now mingled with the roar of the
wind that made him shiver involuntarily in every limb. By aid of his
compass he found the way home. When he entered the open fields the
snow-storm was in full swing. He could scarcely stand against it. The
air was dark with the falling masses of snow. There was not a trace
visible of the shrubs in the park only three hundred feet away.
"It's to be hoped she's got home," he thought, as he struggled on.
Freshly fallen snow lay thick on the Cats' Bridge; there were no
footprints in it, but they might easily have been obliterated.
With a sinking heart, he ran to the house and called her by name, but
got no answer. The hearth was unswept, the fire out, the beds unmade as
he had left them.
She had been overtaken by the storm, that she feared more than she
feared the Schrandeners. A torturing uneasiness took possession of him.
He rushed from one room to the other, lit the fire and extinguished it
again, tried to eat, and then threw down his knife and fork
impatiently. It struck him as ludicrous that he should be so anxious.
Had she not for six winters gone backwards and forwards in wind and
rain and snow, and never yet met with an accident? Why should anything
happen to her to-day? To kill time he sat down to his desk, and with
numb fingers made out a cheque. The sum amounted to three figures.
Regina ought to be satisfied.
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