Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
General
Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
Darkness set in. The hand of the clock pointed to three, and yet it was
already like night. He could contain himself indoors no longer. He
would at least go as far as the Cats' Bridge and see if there was any
sign of her. To prevent the wind pitching him over, he was obliged to
hold on with all his might to the balustrade. The rickety woodwork
shook in all its joints. On the ice beneath him danced a maze of spiral
patterns; lily-stems grew upwards and sank again in heaps of white
dust, which in their turn were whirled away to make room for other
fantastic forms. The Madonna's garden rose for a moment and then
vanished; for a figure drew nearer and nearer out of the twilight,
casting its shadow before it.
"Regina, thank God!"
He was on the point of rushing to meet her, when he was overcome with a
sensation of shame that paralysed his limbs and drove the blood to his
heart.
On this very spot where he now waited for her, she had yesterday waited
for him; looking out into the dusk because she had not been able to
rest for anxiety about him, just as to-day he could not rest for
anxiety about her.
For a moment he felt a strong inclination to dive behind the bushes, so
that she should not see him; but the next he was ashamed of being
ashamed, and stepped forward to meet her on the Cats' Bridge.
"You have had a bad time of it, Regina," he called out; and tried to
relieve her of the sack she carried on her back.
But she quickly dodged him, holding out her elbows in protest. She was
muffled to the eyes in shawls, and could not speak. They walked to the
door in silence. On the threshold she turned and tore the wraps from
her face.
"I have a favour to ask, _Herr_," she said breathlessly.
"Well, what is it?"
"Would you mind staying out another half-hour, or going into the
kitchen, so that I can warm the room and tidy up a little?"
"But you must rest first."
"Not now, _Herr_, if you don't mind."
And she went in, letting her burdens fall to the floor in the darkness.
"She may bustle about in there for a few minutes if she likes," he
thought; and turned to look for a temporary shelter among the ruins.
Warm air ascended from the cellars. He struck a light, and went down
the slippery steps. He felt curiously light-hearted almost, as if
Christmas had brought him joy.
The rows of wine-bottles with their red and green labels peeped at him
festively from their places.
"She shall not forget it's Christmas," he said, smiling; and drew from
the farthest niche where the treasure of treasures was stored, two or
three bottles covered with dust and cobwebs. In these reposed a nectar
which had not seen the light since an eighteenth-century sun had shone
on it.
His latest resolution occurred to him. Of course, he had not meant to
put it into force till to-morrow--not on Christmas evening, when people
consort together, who at other times are not congenial to each other.
On Christmas evening no one ought to be lonely and sorrowful.
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