Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
General
Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
"It will provide for your future."
"My future is provided for.... I have all I want. Good food, ... and I
am dressed like a lady. What can I possibly want besides?"
"But we may not go on living always together like this."
She gave a cry of dismay. "Are you thinking of packing me off, _Herr_?"
she asked with tightly clasped hands.
"Not now. But suppose I were to die."
She shook her head meditatively. "I should die too," she said.
"Or I might have to go to the war again?"
"Then I should go with you as a vivandière."
Her persistence annoyed him. "Do as you like," he said, "only take what
I give you."
A bright idea seemed to occur to her.
"All right, _Herr_," she exclaimed, "I'll take it, only next Christmas
I shall buy you something with it, that will be worth having." And
happy at the thought, she scampered away.
The Christmas-tree had burnt out. It stood now dark and neglected in
the corner by the stove, only occasionally casting a glimmer from its
golden fruit on the table where master and servant sat opposite each
other.
Regina had been accorded permission to take her supper with him this
evening, and had been too overcome to swallow a mouthful. She was
almost stunned with this great and unexpected pleasure.
Now the dishes were cleared away, and only bottles and glasses stood
between them. She drank, thoughtlessly, of the old fire-kindling wine
in long immoderate draughts. Her face began to glow. The pupils of her
brilliant eyes seemed to melt beneath their drooping lids. She rocked
to and fro on her chair. A wild abandon had relaxed her in every limb.
"Are you tired, Regina?"
She shook her head impatiently. For once her constraint in his presence
had disappeared. There was something even approaching audacity in the
brilliancy of her glance as she turned it on him from time to time. She
was intoxicated with happiness. He too felt the wine flame up in him;
and his eyes were riveted on her figure, which swayed before him with
the graceful motions of a Mænad.
All the time the tempest raged outside. It whistled in the chimney and
hurled a rattling fusilade against the window shutters. There was a
grinding and crunching among the rafters of the roof, which sounded as
if the mouldy wood were collapsing.
"I am afraid something will be blown down," he said as he listened.
"Maybe," she answered with a dreamy smile, huddling herself together.
And then she began to babble in a fragmentary but quite unrestrained
fashion. "Perhaps it isn't good for me, _Herr_," she said, "that you
are so kind to me. All my life I have never got anything but blows and
abuse--first from my father, then from him, not to mention other
people. But if you spoil me, _Herr_, I shall get proud--and pride is a
great vice, I have heard the Pastor say--I shall begin to think I'm a
princess who needn't earn her bread."
She burst into a peal of wild laughter, and let her arms fall to her
sides. Then in a low tone, as if conversing with herself, she went on--
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