Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
"Sometimes I do wonder if I am only a servant. I often feel really as
if I were some enchanted princess, and you, _Herr_, the knight who is
to deliver me. Will you be the knight?"
She blinked at him over her wine-glass. He nodded in friendly
acquiescence. Let her revel in her strange fancies. It was Christmas.
"There have been cases," she continued, "in which princesses have been
turned into quite common sluts. They have had stones thrown at them,
and been spat at, and men have called after them, 'Strike her down, the
dirty slut!' And all the time they were princesses in disguise."
"Do you believe in fairy tales, then?" he asked, wondering.
She laughed to herself. "Not exactly, _Herr_. But when one passes so
many hours alone, and has to take long solitary walks as I have, one
must think. And when the rain beats down, and the wind blows.... Hark
at it now, what a to-do it's making.... Think of me tramping along in
this--and I have often been out when it's as bad, but I've never lost
my way. And sometimes, when I come into the wood, I have asked myself,
'Which would you rather be? A queen sitting on a golden throne, or the
Catholics' Holy Virgin, who had our dear Lord and Saviour for her
little boy; or would you rather be the devil's grandmother, and bury
all the Schrandeners in a manure-heap; or a noble lady and----" She
paused.
"And?" he queried.
She drew herself up, and laughed in embarrassment.
"I can't tell you that--it is too silly. But I had only to choose which
I'd be. And as I march along through the night shadows, I often imagine
I am one or other, till all of a sudden I find myself in Bockeldorf,
just as if I'd flown there--often I think I am flying. Ah! things do
happen in real life, after all, very much the same as in the fairy
tales. Don't you think so, _Herr_?"
He contemplated her with curiosity and wonder, as if he had never seen
her before. And truly it was the first time he had looked into her
secret soul. Now, when her tongue was loosened by wine, much was
revealed in her that before he had either not observed or not
understood.
"Blissful creature!" he murmured.
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