Reminiscences of Prince Talleyrand, Volume 2 (of 2)Colmache, M., active 19th century
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Reminiscences of Prince Talleyrand, Volume 2 (of 2)
Colmache, M., active 19th century
Talleyrand-Périgord, Charles Maurice de, prince de Bénévent, 1754-1838
“With Cerutti, Mirabeau, and the _Feuille Villageoise_, began for
Talleyrand a new era, a fresh existence, outwardly, at least, for,
after all, it was but the realization of the splendid dreams with
which he had solaced his young ambition ever since that memorable
day on which he had changed the dark blue broad cloth and bright
buttons of the _joyeux collegien_ for the black serge soutane of the
_séminariste_. I have often heard him declare, in his moments of
_épanchement_, that, during the years of hardship and trial which
followed the first brief triumph of the new ideas, while toiling for
existence in America, or struggling to keep up a precarious position
in Hamburg, he never once looked back with regret upon the splendour
of his life as Bishop of Autun, surrounded by luxury and grandeur;
he never murmured at the loss of wealth, the change of station; but
what he should lament to the latest hour of existence is the decay of
that _society_ in which he had been bred, which was lost in ’89 never
to return, and which he, perhaps, by his peculiar tone of mind, was
fitted more than any other man to enjoy. The events of ’89 divided his
life into two epochs, so distinct, so far distant from each other,
that it often seems to him, when looking back upon the past, that he
has realized the old fable, and indeed lived and breathed during two
separate periods, and enjoyed two lives, with all their individual
hopes and fears, their several joys and sorrows, the triumphs and
defeats peculiar to each.
“I have been much struck with some few observations of his upon the
charm of the intellectual existence which he had enjoyed before
the breaking up of the old system; he scarcely ever reverts to the
Revolution without bestowing a regret upon the moral intercourse which
it destroyed. He was even then sadly aware that the great changes
he desired so much must of necessity bring others which he dreaded
even more. Even then he was sometimes led to doubt whether the good
which had been gained could ever compensate for that which had been
forfeited. So impressed was he with this idea, that he was like the
traveller, who, having arrived at the summit of the mountain, up whose
flowery path he has been climbing so gaily, turns back to throw one
wistful glance upon the country which he has left behind, with a sad
presentiment that he shall not behold the like again. When he is in
good humour at Valençay, he loves to linger in memory on that time,
and I have known him remain whole days, and even weeks, absorbed in
the past, disdaining the present, as unworthy of a good man’s interest
or a wise man’s concern. It is then that his conversation is most
interesting; and, after having spent a few hours in listening to those
anecdotes which with him seem to _couler de source_, one might almost
be led to fancy that one has been holding communion with the dead.
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