Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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But he had not reckoned with the flinty core which lay beneath her fair
and delicate seeming. Her frugality of utterance, which charmed and
chained him, really implied no reserve. She did not speak, because
she had nothing to say, did not reveal herself, because she knew of no
mystery. She was at once very simple and very practical; she had
healthy tastes which she desired to gratify, and a deliberate mind
which instructed her how far she might do so. Once in her life those had
played her false, when they told her that the pity she had for Ingram
was love, and the need he had for possession of her was her own need to
give it him. She had been bitterly mistaken, and was now so weary with
herself that she seemed to have no desire in the world but that of
sleep. Tristan and Isolde, drowning soul and body in music which made
love, and love which was the heart of music, were not to be thought of
on this side of the grave. The Fates had a sterner way for her. She was
never to empty herself in a kiss or to watch out the stars with Jack
Senhouse. Homing in the carriage with Lady Maria, she denied him, like
Peter his Lord. “I know not the man.” Vaguely dreaming at her open
window, under the fire-fretted roof of that May night, she suddenly
thought of him again--nay, knew him bodily there, alone with her under
the sky--and for the first time in her life felt his eyes upon her,
seeking of her what he had never dared to seek, and then his arms about
her, touching her as assuredly he had never dreamed to do. She had
denied him once too often, it seems. Here was a sudden attack, a trick
of the sprites. She held her breath, she trembled, her breast heaved,
she shut her eyes, and her lips relaxed their hold of each other. “Not
yet, my blessed one, not yet!” and “Come, Rose of the World!” Thus they
murmured to each other and strove. An expectancy, the shiver and thrill
of it, possessed her; she seemed to feel the touch of a beloved hand,
which drew her, trembling and panting, closer and closer to some high
experience of which she had never dreamed before, to the expression of
inexpressible things, to a giving of the utmost, to a wild strife of
emulation which of them two should give the most. The dark was all about
them like a bed--and closer he drew her, and closer yet. For one wild
moment that endured--O heaven, they two in love under the stars! He was
of the Open Country--as free as the wind. Thus he would love her, if he
ever loved. Tristan's crying would be his--and Isolde's whimper of hurt
would be her answer. Thus, if ever, she might be loved. And then, if
ever in this world, peace!
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