Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
Fiction
Shivering still, with the sense of an arm still about her, of wild
breath beating on her cheek, she looked wonderfully out at the stars
which had seen her possessing. They burned steadily in their violet
hold--a million kindly eyes welcoming her to the Open Country. The great
town lay so still below that but for the glare behind the houses, which
told her that it lived, she might have thought herself enfolded in the
hills. So sure she was that she had been wedded, she glanced swiftly
up and down the street, lest one chance passenger should have seen
her naked soul. So a young girl, kissed by her lover, will search the
emptiness in fear. Not a soul could be seen; Charles Street under its
lamplight showed like a broad white ribbon curving towards the Square,
towards the Park. To her heart she whispered, “Dearest, you may love
me--we are alone under the stars”--and then shut her eyes fast, and with
parted lips breathed quick and short.
Out of the night, out of an empty street, a voice came up, “He loves
you--none so well. He lies out on the down in a white robe. He watches
for you and waits. I have seen him, talked with him of you. Can you
refuse such love as his? Goddess though you are, you will get no higher
love.”
The voice was very real. She knew it well. From the close arms that held
her, she answered it. “Oh, Struan, I know! I knew before you told me.
It's wonderful. Love is a wonderful thing.”
“It's all we have in the world. I am here to tell you that he waits for
you. Good-night.”
“Good-night, Struan,” she said. “I'm quite happy now.”
She remembered afterwards, with a shock of dismay at her selfishness,
that she had never asked Struan of his welfare.
* * * * *
She came to herself with a shudder and envisaged her circumstance. She
had had “a rare vision,” like Bottom the weaver--and that was all. Jack
Senhouse had never loved her so. To him she had been Artemis, the cold
goddess, or Queen Mab, whom no man might take. He had said so often--and
had looked it whenever she was near him. Meantime, she was to be
married--and _Tristan_ was unprofitable provender. It had given her an
indigestion of the mind. She would go to bed.
That she deliberately did--with one ceremony, characteristic of her
frugality. She opened a locked drawer, and looked at its contents. There
lay three goodly piles of letters, tied with blue ribbon. Each packet
was labelled “Jack to Me,” and dated with beginning and ending. She
contented herself with looking at them, smiling wisely and thoughtfully
as she did so. Then, like a child, not trusting to her eyes alone, she
looked at them with her fingers; touched them delicately in turn, with
a caress. Immediately afterwards she locked them up; and turned to her
disrobing. She slept quietly, and went about her affairs of the morrow
with a calmness that surprised her.
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