Returned EmptyBarclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
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Barclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
Reincarnation -- Fiction
“Now I will lock away this letter with my will and other papers. Please
God, it may be fifty years before your dear eyes rest upon it. The fact
that I have written it, lifts from me the dull weight of vague
apprehension.
“As I sit writing in the Oak Room, you lie in our chamber overhead, with
our little one in your arms. Your precious life has been spared, and a
new life has been given. Heaviness endured for a night, but joy came in
the morning. You have come safely through this dreaded ordeal. Why
should I apprehend an unknown danger?
“So I will put away all apprehension with this letter, and go up to the
radiance of your smile and the glad certainty which is mine when I clasp
you closely in my arms, my wife, my own!
“Your lover and your husband, in Time and in Eternity,
“NIGEL TINTAGEL.”
He folded the many sheets and returned them to the envelope.
A strange calm had entered into his soul, a quiet strength which seemed
to say: “Knowing so much, I must know more; I must know all.”
He ceased to feel hunted and haunted. He had been brought face to face,
in these pages, with a great love; whether his own or another’s seemed
at that moment scarcely to matter. The very knowledge of such a love
lifted him to a higher plane. Luke Sparrow had seen deep into the most
sacred recesses of the heart of Nigel Tintagel. His own empty heart
received this as a trust. A patient strength replaced his restive horror
of resentment at a situation so utterly beyond all human understanding.
He laid the letter on the table beside him, switched off the light,
turned his chair so that he looked into the fire and did not face the
woman on the couch, and said, very gently: “What happened next?”
“Nigel,” she said: “Do you remember?”
“I remember nothing,” he answered; but the harshness was gone from his
voice; its tone was infinitely sad and tender. “I remember nothing. But
I am ready to listen. I want you to tell me all. I will try to
understand. You need not fear any wild outbursts now. For the sake of
what you believe—whether it be true or not—I would give my life to bring
you comfort. Tell me all.”
The firelight flickered on the tragic face. She saw a look of peace it
had not held before. She saw a faint suggestion of the look of youth
which, in its appeal to her tenderness, had made the man she loved so
adorable.
“Oh, Nigel,” she whispered; “Nigel, belovèd!”
“What happened next?”
“I read your letter many times. Your arms seemed to steal around me as I
read. I turned my face against your breast, and wept myself to calmness.
It mattered not that my head was buried in my pillow. Your letter had
brought you so near; you came between me and all outward things. I
repeated again and again: ‘Nothing can untwine my life from thine.’
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