Returned EmptyBarclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
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Barclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
Reincarnation -- Fiction
“Oh, Nigel,” she whispered, “I am afraid.”
“You need not be,” he answered and, bending, laid his lips upon her
hand. “I have read Nigel Tintagel’s letter.”
“And do you remember?”
“I remember nothing. But my soul is slowly struggling up into the light.
After long years in outer darkness, at last I am finding the way home to
God.”
Again he laid his lips upon her hands; but they were cold as death, and
her heart trembled.
“Tell me the rest,” he said.
She steadied her voice with an effort.
“There is not much to tell. It has been a long, long time of seeking and
waiting. I kept count of each year. I made little clothes of the right
size, and gave them away. In the summers I went from one seaside place
to another and roamed about the shore, seeking among the little boys who
shouted and played, rode donkeys, wielded their wooden spades, and made
sand castles. I neglected my little daughter because I wanted only the
boy who was doubly my own. Then I remembered she was yours, and flew
back to make amends.
“When the right time came, I went to the public schools, Eton, Harrow,
Marlborough, Rugby. I watched the sports; I saw the prize-givings.
Crowds of fine British lads were there; but the face I sought was not
among them.
“Later, I went to Oxford and Cambridge. I saw degrees conferred; I
viewed the races. I went to Lord’s; you had been keen on cricket. But
you were not there.
“At last I knew your education must be over. You must have taken your
place in the world—a man among men. Then I gave up my search, and waited
here—just waited. Your room was always ready. I felt certain you would
come to me at last.
“Eight years ago our daughter married. Then I was left alone, and I was
glad. Little Nigel was born, and he was _so_ like you. But that was no
comfort to me; it was you I wanted, not a likeness. I never doubted that
you would find me at last.
“And to-night—to-night, after thirty years—I looked up and saw my
husband’s eyes gazing in at me through the window.
“The very greatness of the moment kept me calm. I had just to make sure
you would not go. I could not tell Colin and Eva; they would have
thought me mad. But old Thomas knew. He recognised you at once.”
“Recognised me?”
“Yes, Nigel. He had known and loved and served you from boyhood. He ran
beside your pony the first time you rode alone. He and his wife are the
only people left among the household who remember you. When I sent him
to fetch you in, I told him you had come at last, and warned him to give
no sign of recognition until I had found out how much you knew. He has
shared with me the long years of vigil.”
Luke Sparrow buried his face in his hands.
“Good God,” he muttered; “let me keep my reason.”
Midnight sounded slowly from a distant belfry.
The old clock in the corner whirred its warning, and struck the hour.
Lady Tintagel took up her jewel-case.
“Come and sit here beside me, and see why Thomas could not fail to know
you.”
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