Returned EmptyBarclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
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Barclay, Florence L. (Florence Louisa)
Reincarnation -- Fiction
He wrote with a peculiar detachment, never obtruding his own
personality; viewing events in their larger meaning, as well as in
careful completeness of minor detail; yet with no throb of human
sentiment, no personal touch of intimate feeling.
Later on, he went in a similar capacity to India, and wrote one of the
finest descriptions on record of the royal Durbar.
He moved amid scenes of varied interest; he made many acquaintances, but
no close friends.
His distant travels accomplished, he would return to his comfortless
rooms, and work in solitude.
That within him which might have responded to love, and leapt into
intimacy, seemed shut away behind prison bars. When Love drew near, he
could but look forth with haunted eyes, watching while Love, rebuffed,
moved sadly away.
He was a lonely man.
When he allowed himself a holiday, he packed a small knapsack, went by
the fastest route possible to Scotland, Cornwall, Devon or
Norfolk—anywhere where he could find a rugged coast; long stretches of
gorse and heather; villages, which he could reach by nightfall.
Each morning he would be on the shore at sunrise, swimming, with strong,
eager strokes, up the golden path toward the dazzling glory of the
rising sun. Or, if he chanced, at close of day, to find himself where
the coast faced westward, he would slip into the water at sunset and
glide, with slow, dreamy motion and folded arms, up the crimson way
toward the setting sun.
No day seemed complete to him unless it began and ended in the sea.
So, on this 12th of September, though the sun was sinking behind distant
moors, when the waters called, he made his way down the cliff, walked
half a mile or so along the shore until he found cover among rocks; then
swam swiftly out to sea, recapturing the crimson ball as it disappeared
behind the pine woods.
When he turned for a last sight of it, he noticed a fine old house,
standing castle-like on the summit of the cliff, just above the rocks
beside which he had left his clothes. It had not been in view when he
had quitted the high path for the beach and the lee of the cliffs.
He swam back to the shore, dressed, lighted his pipe, and sat among the
rocks till twilight fell.
The moon appeared, a huge yellow ball, rising out of the sea.
He found himself humming an old song he had picked up the year before,
while on a walking tour through Brittany.
“Au clair de la lune,
Mon ami Pierrot!
Prête-moi ta plume
Pour écrire un mot.
Ma chandelle est morte,
Je n’ai plus de feu!
Ouvre-moi ta porte
Pour l’amour de Dieu!”
The pathetic words, and the melancholy air, seemed strangely suited to
his mood and to the place.
The twilight deepened.
He rose and climbed a zigzag path leading to the top of the cliff.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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