And this was shewed in this word: _And thou beseechest it_. In this
word God shewed so great pleasance and so great content, as though He
were much beholden to us for every good deed that we do (and yet it
is _He_ that doeth it) because that we beseech Him mightily to do all
things that seem to Him good: as if He said: _What might then please me
more than to beseech me, mightily, wisely, and earnestly, to do that
thing that I shall do?_
And thus the soul by prayer accordeth to God.
But when our courteous Lord of His grace sheweth Himself to our soul,
we have that [which] we desire. And then we see not, for the time,
what we should more pray, but all our intent with all our might is
set wholly to the beholding of Him. And this is an high unperceivable
prayer, as to my sight: for all the cause wherefor we pray it, is oned
into the sight and beholding of Him to whom we pray; marvellously
enjoying with reverent dread, and with so great sweetness and delight
in Him that we can pray right nought but as He stirreth us, for the
time. And well I wot, the more the soul seeth of God, the more it
desireth Him by His grace.
But when we see Him not so, then feel we need and cause to pray,
because of failing, for enabling of our self, to Jesus. For when the
soul is tempested, troubled, and left to itself by unrest, then it is
time to pray, for to make itself pliable and obedient[1] to God. (But
the soul by no manner of prayer maketh God pliant to it: for He is ever
alike in love.)
And this I saw: that what time we see needs wherefor we pray, then
our _good Lord followeth us_, helping our desire; and when we of His
special grace plainly behold Him, seeing none other needs, then _we
follow Him_ and He draweth us unto Him by love. For I saw and felt that
His marvellous and plentiful Goodness fulfilleth all our powers; and
therewith I saw that His continuant working in all manner of things is
done so goodly, so wisely, and so mightily, that it overpasseth all our
imagining, and all that we can ween and think; and then we can do no
more but behold Him, enjoying, with an high, mighty desire to be all
oned unto Him,--centred to His dwelling,--and enjoy in His loving and
delight in His goodness.
And then shall we, with His sweet grace, in our own meek continuant
prayer come unto Him now in this life by many privy touchings of sweet
spiritual sights and feeling, measured to us as our simpleness may bear
it. And this is wrought, and shall be, by the grace of the Holy Ghost,
so long till we shall die in longing, for love. And then shall we all
come into our Lord, our Self clearly knowing, and God fully having;
and we shall endlessly be all had in God: Him verily seeing and fully
feeling, Him spiritually hearing, and Him delectably in-breathing, and
[of] Him sweetly drinking.[2]
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