Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the HeartMitchell, Donald Grant
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Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart
Mitchell, Donald Grant
American essays -- 19th century
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The cottage is still. The servants glide noiseless, as if they might
startle the poor little sleeper. The house seems cold—very cold. Yet it
is summer weather; and the south breeze plays softly along the meadow
and softly over the murderous eddies of the brook.
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Then comes the hush of burial. The kind mourners are there; it is easy
for them to mourn! The good clergyman prays by the bier: “Oh, Thou, who
didst take upon Thyself human woe, and drank deep of every pang in life,
let Thy spirit come and heal this grief, and guide toward that better
Land, where justice and love shall reign, and hearts laden with anguish
shall rest for evermore!”
Weeks roll on, and a smile of resignation lights up the saddened
features of the mother. Those dark mourning robes speak to the heart
deeper and more tenderly than ever the bridal costume. She lightens the
weight of your grief by her sweet words of resignation: “Paul,” she
says, “God has taken our boy!”
Other weeks roll on. Joys are still left—great and ripe joys. The
cottage smiling in the autumn sunshine is there; the birds are in the
forest boughs; Jamie and little Carry are there; and she, who is more
than them all, is cheerful and content. Heaven has taught us that the
brightest future has its clouds—that this life is a motley of lights and
shadows. And as we look upon the world around us, and upon the thousand
forms of human misery, there is a gladness in our deep thanksgiving.
A year goes by, but it leaves no added shadow on our hearthstone. The
vines clamber and flourish; the oaks are winning age and grandeur;
little Carry is blooming into the pretty coyness of girlhood, and Jamie,
with his dark hair and flashing eyes, is the pride of his mother.
There is no alloy to pleasure, but the remembrance of poor little Paul.
And even that, chastened as it is with years, is rather a grateful
memorial that our life is not all here than a grief that weighs upon our
hearts.
Sometimes, leaving little Carrie and Jamie to their play, we wander at
twilight to the willow tree beneath which our drowned boy sleeps calmly
for the great Awaking. It is a Sunday, in the week-day of our life, to
linger by the little grave—to hang flowers upon the head-stone, and to
breathe a prayer that our little Paul may sleep well in the arms of Him
who loveth children.
And her heart, and my heart, knit together by sorrow, as they had been
knit by joy—a silver thread mingled with the gold—follow the dead one to
the land that is before us, until at last we come to reckon the boy as
living in the new home which, when this is old, shall be ours also. And
my spirit, speaking to his spirit, in the evening watches, seems to say
joyfully—so joyfully that the tears half choke the utterance—“Paul, my
boy, we will be _there_!”
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