Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the HeartMitchell, Donald Grant
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Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart
Mitchell, Donald Grant
American essays -- 19th century
After all, thought I, give me such a heart; not bent on vanities, not
blazing too sharp with sensibilities, not throwing out coquettish jets
of flame, not wavering, and meaningless with pretended warmth, but open,
glowing and strong. Its dark shades and angles it may have; for what is
a soul worth that does not take a slaty tinge from those griefs that
chill the blood. Yet still the fire is gleaming; you see it in the
crevices; and anon it will give radiance to the whole mass.
—It hurts the eyes, this fire; and I draw up a screen painted over with
rough but graceful figures.
The true heart wears always the veil of modesty (not of prudery, which
is a dingy, iron, repulsive screen). It will not allow itself to be
looked on too near—it might scorch; but through the veil you feel the
warmth; and through the pretty figures that modesty will robe itself in,
you can see all the while the golden outlines, and by that token, you
_know_ that it is glowing and burning with a pure and steady flame.
With such a heart the mind fuses naturally—a holy and heated fusion;
they work together like twins-born. With such a heart, as Raphael says
to Adam:
Love hath his seat
In reason, and is judicious.
But let me distinguish this heart from your clay-cold, lukewarm,
half-hearted soul; considerate, because ignorant; judicious, because
possessed of no latent fires that need a curb; prudish, because with no
warm blood to tempt. This sort of soul may pass scatheless through the
fiery furnace of life; strong, only in its weakness; pure, because of
its failings; and good, only by negation. It may triumph over love, and
sin, and death; but it will be a triumph of the beast, which has neither
passions to subdue, or energy to attack, or hope to quench.
Let us come back to the steady and earnest heart, glowing like my
anthracite coal.
I fancy I see such a one now; the eye is deep and reaches back to the
spirit; it is not the trading eye, weighing your purse; it is not the
worldly eye, weighing position; it is not the beastly eye, weighing your
appearance; it is the heart’s eye weighing your soul!
It is full of deep, tender, and earnest feeling. It is an eye, which
looked on once, you long to look on again; it is an eye which will haunt
your dreams—an eye which will give a color, in spite of you, to all your
reveries. It is an eye which lies before you in your future, like a star
in the mariner’s heaven; by it, unconsciously, and from force of deep
soul habit, you take all your observations. It is meek and quiet; but it
is full as a spring that gushes in flood; an Aphrodite and a Mercury—a
Vaucluse and a Clitumnus.
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