Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the HeartMitchell, Donald Grant
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Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart
Mitchell, Donald Grant
American essays -- 19th century
—The nurse is getting dinner; you are holding the baby; Peggy is reading
Bruyère.
The fire smoked thick as pitch, and puffed out little clouds over the
chimney place. I gave the fore-stick a kick, at the thought of Peggy,
baby and Bruyère.
—Suddenly the flame flickered bluely athwart the smoke—caught at a twig
below—rolled round the mossy oak-stick—twined among the crackling
tree-limbs—mounted—lit up the whole body of smoke, and blazed out
cheerily and bright. Doubt vanished with Smoke, and Hope began with
Flame.
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BLAZE—SIGNIFYING CHEER
I PUSHED my chair back, drew up another, stretched out my feet cozily
upon it, rested my elbows on the chair arms, leaned my head on one hand,
and looked straight into the leaping and dancing flame.
—Love is a flame—ruminated I; and (glancing round the room) how a flame
brightens up a man’s habitation.
“Carlo,” said I, calling up my dog into the light, “good fellow, Carlo!”
and I patted him kindly, and he wagged his tail, and laid his nose
across my knee, and looked wistfully up in my face; then strode
away—turned to look again, and lay down to sleep.
“Pho, the brute!” said I, “it is not enough, after all, to like a dog.”
—If now in that chair yonder, not the one your feet lie upon, but the
other, beside you—closer yet—were seated a sweet-faced girl, with a
pretty little foot lying out upon the hearth—a bit of lace running round
the swelling throat—the hair parted to a charm over a forehead fair as
any of your dreams; and if you could reach an arm around that chair
back, without fear of giving offense, and suffer your fingers to play
idly with those curls that escape down the neck; and if you could clasp
with your other hand those little white, taper fingers of hers, which
lie so temptingly within reach—and so, talk softly and low in presence
of the blaze, while the hours slip without knowledge, and the winter
winds whistle uncared for; if, in short, you were no bachelor, but the
husband of some such sweet image (dream, call it rather), would it not
be far pleasanter than this cold single night-sitting—counting the
sticks—reckoning the length of the blaze, and the height of the falling
snow?
And if, some or all of those wild vagaries that grow on your fancy at
such an hour, you could whisper into listening, because loving ears—ears
not tired with listening, because it is you who whisper—ears ever
indulgent because eager to praise; and if your darkest fancies were lit
up, not merely with bright wood fire, but with a ringing laugh of that
sweet face turned up in fond rebuke—how far better than to be waxing
black and sour over pestilential humors—alone—your very dog asleep.
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