California -- History -- Fiction; Rezanov, Nikolai Petrovich, 1764-1807 -- Fiction
The ferns brushed his waist, the roar of the river came to his ears,
the forest had never looked more primeval, more wooing to a man
burdened with civilization, but Rezanov gave it less heed than usual,
although he had turned to it instinctively. He was occupied with a
question to which nature would turn an aloof disdainful ear. Was his
own wounded vanity at the root of his desire to humiliate Japan? Russia
was too powerful, too occupied, for the present at least, greatly to
care that her overtures and presents had been scorned. Upon her
ambassador had fallen the full brunt of that wearisome and incomparably
mortifying experience, and unfortunately the ambassador happened to be
one of the proudest and most autocratic men in her empire. No man of
Rezanov's caliber but accommodates that sort of personal vanity that
tenaciously resents a blow to the pride of which it is a part, to the
love of power it feeds. As well expect a lover without passion, a
state without corruption. Rezanov finally shrugged his shoulders and
admitted the impeachment, but at the same time he recognized that the
desire for vengeance still held, and that the tenacity of his nature, a
tenacity that had been no mean factor in the remodeling of himself from
a voluptuous young sprig of nobility into one of the most successful
business men and subjugator of other men that the Russian Empire could
show, was not likely to weaken when its very roots had been stiff with
purpose for fifteen months. Power had been Rezanov's ruling passion
for many years before he met Concha Arguello, and, although it might
mate very comfortably with love, it was not to be expected that it
would remain submerged beyond the first enthusiasm, nor even assume the
position of the "party of the second part." Rezanov was Rezanov. He
was also in that interval between youth and age when the brain rules if
it is ever to rule at all. That the ardor of his nature had awakened
refreshed after a long sleep was but just proved, as well as the
revival of his early ideals and capacity for genuine love; but the
complexities, the manifold interests and desires of the ego had been
growing and developing these many years; and no mere mortal that has
given up his life for a considerable period to the thirst for dominance
can ever, save in a brief exaltation, sacrifice it to anything so
normal as the demands of sex and spirit. For good or ill, the man who
has burned with ambition, exulted in the exercise of power, bitterly
resented the temporary victories of rivals and enemies, fought with all
the resources of brain and character against failure, is in a class
apart from humanity in the mass. Rezanov loved Concha Arguello to the
very depths of his soul, but he had lived beyond the time when even she
could engage successfully with the ruthless forces that had molded into
immutable shape the Rezanov she knew. Her place was second, and it is
probable that she would have loved him less had it been otherwise; she,
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