California -- History -- Fiction; Rezanov, Nikolai Petrovich, 1764-1807 -- Fiction
in spite of her fine intellect and strong will, being all woman, as he,
despite his depth of intuition, was all man. Equality is possible in
no relation or condition of life. When woman subjugates man the
conquered will enjoy a sense of revenge proportionate to the meanness
of his state.
It is possible that had Concha awaited Rezanov in St. Petersburg her
attraction would have focused his desires irresistibly; but his mind
had resigned itself to the prospect of separation for a definite
period, and while it had not relegated her image to the background, her
part in his life had been settled there among many future
possibilities, and all the foreground was crowded with the impatient
symbols of the intervening time. Moreover, he well knew that the savor
would be gone from his happiness with the woman were the taste of
another failure acrid in his mouth.
As he realized that the die was cast, the sanguineness of his
temperament rushed to do battle against apprehension and self-accusing.
After all, he was rarely balked of his way, accustomed to ride down
obstacles, to the amiable cooperation of fate. He could arrive in
Okhotsk late in September or early in October. Captain D'Wolf, who had
been detained at Sitka during his absence by the same indifference that
had operated against the completion of the Avos, would precede him and
order that all be in readiness at Okhotsk both for the ships and his
journey to Yakutsk. He could proceed at once; and, no doubt, with
twice the number or horses needed, would make the first and most
difficult stage of the journey in the usual time, and with no great
embarrassment from the rains. From Yakutsk to Irkutsk the greater part
of the travel was by water in any case, and after that the land was
flat for the most part and bridges were more numerous. The governor of
every town in Siberia would be his obsequious servant, the entire
resources of the country would be at his disposal. He was sound in
health again, as resistant against hardships as when he had sailed from
Kronstadt. And God knew, he thought with a sigh, his will and purpose
had never been stronger.
XXVI
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