California -- History -- Fiction; Rezanov, Nikolai Petrovich, 1764-1807 -- Fiction
For three weeks longer Rezanov lay in the palace of the Governor.
Between fever and lassitude, his iron will seemed alternately to melt
in the fiery furnace of his body, then, a cooling but still viscous and
formless mass, sink to the utmost depths of his being. But here he had
the best of nursing and attendance, rallied finally and insisted upon
continuing his journey. His doctor made the less demur as the
traveling was far smoother now, in the early days of March, than it
would be a month hence, when the snow was thinner and the sledges were
no longer possible. Nevertheless, he announced his intention to
accompany him as far as Krasnoiarsk, where the Chamberlain could lodge
in the house of the principal magistrate of the place, Counselor
Keller, and, if necessary, be able to command fair nursing and medical
attendance; and to this Rezanov indifferently assented.
The prospect of continuing his journey and the bustle of preparation
raised the spirits of the invalid and gave him a fictitious energy. He
had fought depression and despair in all his conscious moments, never
admitted that the devastation in his body was mortal. With but a
remnant of his former superb strength, and emaciated beyond
recognition, he attended a banquet on the night preceding his
departure, and on the following morning stood up in his sledge and
acknowledged the God-speed of the population of Irkutsk assembled in
the square before the palace of the Governor. All his life he had
excited interest wherever he went, but never to such a degree as on
that last journey when he made his desperate fight for life and
happiness.
XXVII
The snow rarely falls in Krasnoiarsk. It is a little oasis in the
great winter desert of Siberia. Rezanov, his face turned to the
window, could see the red banks on the opposite side of the river. The
sun transformed the gilded cupolas and crosses into dazzling points of
light, and the sky above the spires and towers, the stately square and
narrow dirty streets of the bustling little capital, was as blue and
unflecked as that which arched so high above a land where Castilian
roses grew, and one woman among a gay and thoughtless people dreamed,
with all the passion of her splendid youth, of the man to whom she had
pledged an eternal troth. Rezanov's mind was clear in those last
moments, but something of the serenity and the selfishness of death had
already descended upon him. He heard with indifference the sobs of
Jon, crouched at the foot of his bed. Tears and regrets were a part of
the general futility of life, insignificant enough at the grand
threshold of death.
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