California -- History -- Fiction; Rezanov, Nikolai Petrovich, 1764-1807 -- Fiction
"Like--like nothing but himself, senorita. You would not have him
otherwise."
"Oh, stupid one! Hast thou no imagination? Fancy any man being well
enough as he is! For instance, there is Don Antonio, who is so
handsome and fiery, and Don Ignacio, who can sing and dance and ride as
no one else in all the Californias, and Don Weeliam Sturgis, who is
very clever and true. If I could roll them into one--a tamale of corn
and chicken and peppers--there would be a man almost to my liking. But
even then--not quite. And one man--what nonsense! I have too much
color to-night, Rosa."
"No, senorita, you have never been so beautiful. When the lover comes
and you love him, senorita, you will think him greater than our natural
king and lord, and all other men poor Indians."
"But how shall I know?"
"Your heart will tell you, senorita."
"My heart? My father and my mother will choose for me a husband whom I
shall love as all other women love their husbands--just enough and no
more. Then--I suppose--I shall never know?"
"Would you marry at your parents' bidding, like a child, senorita? I
do not think you would."
Concha looked at the girl in astonishment, but with a greater
astonishment she suddenly realized that she would not. Even her little
fingers stiffened in a rush of personality, of passionate resentment
against the shackles bound by the ages about the feminine ego. Her
individuality, long budding, burst into flower; her eyes gazed far
beyond her radiant image in the mirror with a look of terrified but
dauntless insight; then moved slowly to the girl that sat weeping on
the floor.
"I know not what thy sin was," she said musingly. "But I have heard it
said thou didst obey no law but thine own will--and his. Why should
the punishment have been so terrible? Thou hast sworn to me thou didst
not help to murder the woman."
"I cannot tell you, senorita. You will never know anything of sin; but
of love--yes, I think you will know that, and before very long."
"Before long?" Concha's lips parted and the nervous color she had
deprecated left her cheeks. "What meanest thou, Rosa?" Her voice rose
hoarsely.
And the Indian, with the insight of her own tragedy, replied: "The
Russian has come for you, senorita. You will go with him, far away to
the north and the snow. These others never could win your heart; but
this man who looks like a king, and as if many women had loved him, and
he had cared little-- Oh, senorita, Carlos was only a poor Indian, but
the men that women love all have something that makes them
brothers--the Great Russian and the poor man who goes mad for a moment
and kills one woman that he may live with another forever. The great
Russian is free, but he is the same, senorita--he too could kill for
love, and such are the men we women die for!"
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