Slavery -- United States -- Fiction; Underground Railroad -- Fiction
Ever since her childhood had Rhoda stood thus wistfully between her
parents. Between her father and herself there was always intellectual
understanding. Their minds worked alike and they saw things in the same
way, just as in facial and bodily appearance there was much resemblance
between them. But it seemed to Rhoda that this very physical and
mental likeness had caused him to hold her at a distance. Even as a
little girl he had never welcomed her affectionate advances as he had
Charlotte’s. She, on the other hand, had always been drawn to him more
than to her mother, and she could still remember many a time when, a
little thing in pantalettes and short dresses, she had slipped away
with a trembling lip and hidden herself to fight back the tears which
would come because he had taken Charlotte up in his arms and kissed her
and had ignored Charlotte’s elder sister. As she grew older they had
become good friends and she knew that he liked to make a companion of
her and that he talked with her much more freely than with Charlotte.
But between them there was never any expression of sentiment.
And now her aching heart was longing for understanding, sympathy,
tenderness, love, all from one source, without having to make
revelation of itself. What she really wanted, although she was not
well enough versed in self-analysis to know it, was something that
would take the place of the love she was casting aside,--or, more
accurately, that love itself. She came near enough to such knowledge to
say to herself, in the midst of her unhappiness, “Jeff would understand
and--and be sorry, if I could only tell him all about it!” And then
she smiled, seeing the absurdity of the idea. But notwithstanding
her little flash of amusement at herself she felt vaguely, in the
background of her woe-filled consciousness, that only the supreme love
between man and woman can carry that full measure of comprehension,
sympathy, tolerance and affection for which human nature forever yearns.
Finally it was to her father she went, when he returned in the late
afternoon.
“I know you’re tired, father,” she hesitated at the door of his office
as she saw him stretched, coatless, upon the lounge, “but I’d like to
see you a little while--and it’s important.”
“Come in, Rhoda. What is it? The Mallard child? Not getting worse, is
it?”
“No. It’s--it’s about me. I’ve made up my mind to-day, father, that I
won’t marry Mr. Delavan.”
He sat up and across his face and into his eyes leaped the expression
of pleased satisfaction that she had known would shine there at her
news. But all he said was:
“You’ve decided wisely, I think.” Nevertheless, his professional eye
had already noted the signs still lingering in her countenance of her
afternoon’s vigil alone with her heart, and if she could have known
what compassion and tenderness stirred in his breast she would have
been surprised and comforted.
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