It is true that the story of this life shows few shadows amid many
lights, and he whom it presents to us underwent no marked change during
his years of maturity. Nevertheless, he had not, from childhood up, been
this unimpassioned and prudent master of himself, who knew how to
control every quick impulse, that he might follow or abandon it as his
searching mind decided on its worth or worthlessness. No! for him, too,
there must have been a time when an honest man could not have affirmed
as he did to his wife in his sixtieth year, that he never had anything
to repent, because he always did that which he thought right.
He was considered by many to be essentially a cold man of intellect, in
whom feeling was overshadowed by the fully developed and carefully
polished mind. This opinion sprang from his dispassionate prudence, the
well-bred reserve by which he knew how to hide the weaker parts of his
nature, the measured dignity with which he met strangers, and the quiet
and thoughtful composure which came from his habit of always holding a
dominating position and directing his own affairs as well as those of
others. To these were added the imposing dignity of his figure, the
clear symmetrical outlines of his fine features, the natural grace of
his movements, the finished tones of his speech, and especially the
earnest and utterly intolerant severity with which he opposed all
falsehood and injustice wherever he encountered them. It was impossible
to forget, too, with what energy, wherever he held command, he sought to
reduce all that was disorderly to order, or with what independence he,
when an attempt was made to depreciate his well won right to the
directorship of the Museum,[102] unhesitatingly declared that he would
resign his professorship and leave Berlin if his well-founded claims
were not accorded to him.
Yet in spite of all this those who would deny him warmth of soul are
wrong, indeed we can maintain this confidently, although even to his
wife the qualities of her husband’s intellect were always more apparent
than those of his heart.
Let us hear the judgment which she pronounced on him; not during the
first ten years of marriage, when, overflowing with love, she found in
him something new to admire every day, but after she had shared the
pleasures and pains of life with him for nearly a quarter of a century,
and had come to feel with bitterness that she would never succeed in
leading him to the same conception of a strictly Christian and contrite
life which she had herself arrived at many years before.
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