Latter Day Saint women -- Fiction; Polygamy -- Fiction; Utah -- Fiction; Western stories; Women ranchers -- Fiction
“Jane, you’re watched. There’s no single move of yours, except when
you’re hid in your house, that ain’t seen by sharp eyes. The cottonwood
grove’s full of creepin’, crawlin’ men. Like Indians in the grass. When
you rode, which wasn’t often lately, the sage was full of sneakin’ men.
At night they crawl under your windows into the court, an’ I reckon
into the house. Jane Withersteen, you know, never locked a door! This
here grove’s a hummin’ bee-hive of mysterious happenin’s. Jane, it
ain’t so much that these spies keep out of my way as me keepin’ out of
theirs. They’re goin’ to try to kill me. That’s plain. But mebbe I’m as
hard to shoot in the back as in the face. So far I’ve seen fit to watch
only. This all means, Jane, that you’re a marked woman. You can’t get
away—not now. Mebbe later, when you’re broken, you might. But that’s
sure doubtful. Jane, you’re to lose the cattle that’s left—your home
an’ ranch—an’ Amber Spring. You can’t even hide a sack of gold! For it
couldn’t be slipped out of the house, day or night, an’ hid or buried,
let alone be rid off with. You may lose all. I’m tellin’ you, Jane,
hopin’ to prepare you, if the worst does come. I told you once before
about that strange power I’ve got to feel things.”
“Lassiter, what can I do?”
“Nothin’, I reckon, except know what’s comin’ an’ wait an’ be game. If
you’d let me make a call on Tull, an’ a long-deferred call on—”
“Hush!... Hush!” she whispered.
“Well, even that wouldn’t help you any in the end.”
“What does it mean? Oh, what does it mean? I am my father’s daughter—a
Mormon, yet I can’t see! I’ve not failed in religion—in duty. For years
I’ve given with a free and full heart. When my father died I was rich.
If I’m still rich it’s because I couldn’t find enough ways to become
poor. What am I, what are my possessions to set in motion such
intensity of secret oppression?”
“Jane, the mind behind it all is an empire builder.”
“But, Lassiter, I would give freely—all I own to avert this—this
wretched thing. If I gave—that would leave me with faith still. Surely
my—my churchmen think of my soul? If I lose my trust in them—”
“Child, be still!” said Lassiter, with a dark dignity that had in it
something of pity. “You are a woman, fine en’ big an’ strong, an’ your
heart matches your size. But in mind you’re a child. I’ll say a little
more—then I’m done. I’ll never mention this again. Among many thousands
of women you’re one who has bucked against your churchmen. They tried
you out, an’ failed of persuasion, an’ finally of threats. You meet now
the cold steel of a will as far from Christlike as the universe is
wide. You’re to be broken. Your body’s to be held, given to some man,
made, if possible, to bring children into the world. But your soul?...
What do they care for your soul?”
CHAPTER XIII.
SOLITUDE AND STORM
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