Latter Day Saint women -- Fiction; Polygamy -- Fiction; Utah -- Fiction; Western stories; Women ranchers -- Fiction
“So as I drifted on the long trail down into southern Utah my name
preceded me, an’ I had to meet a people prepared for me, an’ ready with
guns. They made me a gun-man. An’ that suited me. In all this time
signs of the proselyter an’ the giant with the blue-ice eyes an’ the
gold beard seemed to fade dimmer out of the trail. Only twice in ten
years did I find a trace of that mysterious man who had visited the
proselyter at my home village. What he had to do with Milly’s fate was
beyond all hope for me to learn, unless my guidin’ spirit led me to
him! As for the other man, I knew, as sure as I breathed en’ the stars
shone en’ the wind blew, that I’d meet him some day.
“Eighteen years I’ve been on the trail. An’ it led me to the last
lonely villages of the Utah border. Eighteen years!... I feel pretty
old now. I was only twenty when I hit that trail. Well, as I told you,
back here a ways a Gentile said Jane Withersteen could tell me about
Milly Erne an’ show me her grave!”
The low voice ceased, and Lassiter slowly turned his sombrero round and
round, and appeared to be counting the silver ornaments on the band.
Jane, leaning toward him, sat as if petrified, listening intently,
waiting to hear more. She could have shrieked, but power of tongue and
lips were denied her. She saw only this sad, gray, passion-worn man,
and she heard only the faint rustling of the leaves.
“Well, I came to Cottonwoods,” went on Lassiter, “an’ you showed me
Milly’s grave. An’ though your teeth have been shut tighter’n them of
all the dead men lyin’ back along that trail, jest the same you told me
the secret I’ve lived these eighteen years to hear! Jane, I said you’d
tell me without ever me askin’. I didn’t need to ask my question here.
The day, you remember, when that fat party throwed a gun on me in your
court, an’—”
“Oh! Hush!” whispered Jane, blindly holding up her hands.
“_I seen in your face that Dyer, now a bishop, was the proselyter who
ruined Milly Erne!_”
For an instant Jane Withersteen’s brain was a whirling chaos and she
recovered to find herself grasping at Lassiter like one drowning. And
as if by a lightning stroke she sprang from her dull apathy into
exquisite torture.
“_It’s a lie!_ Lassiter! No, no!” she moaned. “I swear—you’re wrong!”
“Stop! You’d perjure yourself! But I’ll spare you that. You poor woman!
Still blind! Still faithful!... Listen. I _know_. Let that settle it.
An’ I give up my purpose!”
“What is it—you say?”
“I give up my purpose. I’ve come to see an’ feel differently. I can’t
help poor Milly. An’ I’ve outgrowed revenge. I’ve come to see I can be
no judge for men. I can’t kill a man jest for hate. Hate ain’t the same
with me since I loved you and little Fay.”
“Lassiter! You mean you won’t kill him?” Jane whispered.
“No.”
“For my sake?”
“I reckon. I can’t understand, but I’ll respect your feelin’s.”
“Because you—oh, because you love me?... Eighteen years! You were that
terrible Lassiter! And _now_—because you love me?”
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