Robert Helmont: Diary of a Recluse, 1870-1871Daudet, Alphonse
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Robert Helmont: Diary of a Recluse, 1870-1871
Daudet, Alphonse
Franco-Prussian War, 1870-1871 -- Fiction
We had a long conversation to-day. We were in the shed seated across a
ladder, and, in spite of the coldness of the damp air which came to us
from the forest all laden with the smell of moist wood and damp earth, we
felt as much pleasure in breathing it as two dormice coming forth from
their holes. Goudeloup was smoking a curiously-shaped pipe he has made
out of a snail’s shell, and he did so with an exaggerated appearance of
satisfaction and content not devoid of mischief. In spite of my longing
to smoke, I have already several times refused to use his tobacco, well
knowing how it has been procured, and always expecting to see some shreds
of the blue cloth of which the Prussian uniforms are made. As he caught
me sniffing the delightful fragrance of tobacco, which tantalised me, he
said, with that cunning smile of the peasant which puckers up their eyes,
leaving their lips thin and crafty:
—Well! come! you won’t smoke? . . .
MYSELF.
No, thank you. I have already told you I do not wish for any of your
tobacco.
GOUDELOUP.
Because I have taken it out of their pockets? Yet I had every right to
do so. They have robbed me enough, for me to be able to rob them also,
and a few handfuls of bad tobacco won’t pay for all my corn and oats . . .
MYSELF.
With this difference, that these people have given you your life, whereas
you . . .
GOUDELOUP.
Yes, it is true they have given me my life, but they have burnt down my
farm—my poor farm! I built it myself . . . and my beasts and my harvest,
fifteen acres of crops! It was all insured against hail, fire, and
lightning; but who would have thought that, so near Paris, with all the
taxes we pay to have good soldiers, I ought to have insured myself
against the Prussians? Now I have nothing left. Are not such
catastrophes worse than death? . . . Ah yes, the wretches; they gave me
my life! They gave it me to beg from door to door with my wife and
children. Don’t you see that when I think of all this, a furious passion
seizes me, and a thirst for blood, for . . .
[Picture: Goudeloup waiting and watching]
MYSELF.
What, you have not killed enough? . . .
GOUDELOUP.
No, not enough yet . . . I must even make a confession, Mr. Robert. You
are an easy-going man; you have received me kindly, and a chimney-corner
like yours is not to be despised in this weather. And yet, all the same,
there are moments when I am weary of being here. I want to escape, to
begin lying in wait by the roadside again. It is such fun waiting for
one of those thieves to pass; to watch for him, dog his footsteps, and
say to oneself, “Not yet . . .” and then, quick, you jump on him and
finish him . . . Another one who will not eat up my corn!
MYSELF.
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