“There once lived in a village near London, a youth whom we will call
R. His parents died when he was young, leaving him an ample estate. He
was educated at one of the universities, travelled for two years on the
continent, and, at the age of twenty-four, returned to the paternal
mansion, and established himself there. Being the richest person in
the village, and the descendant and representative of a family of some
antiquity, he became the chief personage of the place. Beside all this,
he was esteemed remarkably handsome, possessed various accomplishments,
and had powers of pleasing almost amounting to fascination. He was,
therefore, courted and flattered by the whole neighborhood, and even
lords and ladies of rank and fashion did not disdain to visit him. The
common people around, of course, looked up to him; for in England,
where distinctions in society are established by government, and where
all are taught to consider such distinctions as right and best, the
great, as they are called, are usually almost worshipped by the little.
“Surrounded by luxuries, and flattered by everybody, it would seem
that R. might have been happy; but he was of a discontented turn, and
though, for a time, these things pleased him, he grew tired of them at
last, and wished for some other sources of pleasure and excitement. At
the university he had imbibed a taste for reading; but he could not
now sit down to its quiet and gentle pleasures. He had been in the
gay society of London and Paris, and had drank the cup of pleasure so
deeply, that nothing but its dregs remained.
“R. was therefore restless, discontented and miserable, while in the
possession of all that usually excites the envy of mankind. He was
rich beyond his utmost wishes; he was endowed with manly beauty and
the most perfect health; he was admired, flattered, cherished and
sought after; yet he was unhappy. The reason of this he did not know;
indeed, he did not look very deeply into the matter, but went on from
one scene to another, seeking enjoyment, but turning with distaste and
disappointment from everything. He was, however, too proud to let the
world see his real condition; he kept up a fair outside, sustained his
establishment with magnificence, and dressed himself, when he went
abroad, with elegance and care; he affected gayety in company, often
led in the dance, was ever foremost in the chase, and was usually the
life of the circle wherever he went.
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