“There were few, perhaps none, who imagined that, under this aspect
of prosperity, the canker of discontent was gnawing at the heart. Yet
such was the fact: of all the people of the village, R. was esteemed
the most happy and fortunate; but he was in truth the veriest wretch
in the place. And though this may doubtless seem a rare instance, yet
we have good reason to believe that often, very often, there is deep
misery, untold and unsuspected, in the great house, where only elegance
and luxury are seen by the world at large; very often the beggar at the
door would not exchange conditions with the lord of the lofty hall, if
he could know his real condition.
“R. had now reached the age of thirty years, and instead of finding
his condition or the state of his feelings to grow better, they seemed
rather to grow worse. He became more and more unhappy. Every morning
when he rose, it was with a kind of dread as to how he should contrive
to kill time, to get through the day, to endure his own listlessness,
or dissatisfaction, or disgust. The idea of setting about some
useful or honorable employment, that would occupy his thoughts, give
excitement to his faculties, and bring satisfaction to his conscience,
never entered his head. He had never been taught that no one has a
right to lead an idle or useless life, and that no man can be happy who
attempts to live only for himself.
“It is indeed a common opinion among rich people that they are under no
obligation to engage in the active duties of life; that they are not
bound to labor, or toil, or make sacrifices for society; that they are
in fact privileged classes, and may spend their time and money with an
exclusive regard to themselves. R. was educated in this foolish and
narrow-minded opinion; and here was the real foundation of all his
misery. Could he only have discovered that happiness is to be found in
exercising our faculties; in using the means, and employing the power,
that Providence has placed in our hands, in some useful pursuit, and in
this way alone, he might have been saved from a gulf of misery, into
which he was soon plunged.
“At this period, which was soon after the revolutionary war, America
was attracting great attention, and R. having met with one of his
college mates who had been there, and who gave him glowing accounts of
it, he suddenly took the determination to sell his estates and set out
for America, with the view of spending the remainder of his days there.
He knew little of the country, but supposed it to be the contrast in
everything to that in which he had lived, and thinking that any change
must bring enjoyment, he sold his property, and taking the amount in
gold and silver, set out with it in a ship bound for New York.
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