Philip Brusque engaged very ardently in the political discussions
that resulted in the revolution, and when Paris became the great
theatre of action, he resolved to quit St. Addresse, and proceed to the
metropolis, to take his share in the great drama that he felt was about
to be acted. He took leave of his parents, and went to bid adieu to
Emilie Bonfils, whom he had long loved, and to whom he was affianced.
The parting was tender, for Emilie was well worthy of the affection
of the gallant youth, and her fears were now excited for the fate of
her lover. He was not only to leave her, but he was to be exposed to
the convulsions, which already, like the heavings and swellings which
portend the earthquake, began to be realized throughout France. But
Philip’s mind was too much influenced with the spirit of the time,
which, like the hot sirocco of the desert, seemed to sweep over the
land, to be delayed or dissuaded. He gave his Emilie a long and ardent
salute, and on foot wended his way to Paris.
I have told enough of what followed, for the purposes of my story.
Philip’s active mind and devoted spirit raised him to a certain degree
of power and distinction in the revolution; he rode for a time on the
storm, and shared in the scenes of blood and horror. He was indeed
accessory to many of the atrocious executions, which, in a spirit of
madness and fury, were decreed and sanctioned by the leaders. But
in all this, Philip was rather insane than selfish. Indeed, he was
intoxicated by the whirl of events, and he yielded to the current.
At length, he became sensible of his error, but before he had the
opportunity of atoning for it, he was obliged to fly for his life. He
wished to see his aged parents, and his mind turned more than once to
his gentle, confiding Emilie, at the village of St. Addresse. But there
were many reasons for his not going to see them before his departure.
The first was, that it was not safe, either for himself or them; and
the next was, that he now began to consider his hands sullied with the
blood of his fellow-men, in such a manner as to make him unfit for the
pure affections either of his parents or his affianced Emilie. Indeed,
such was the idea he had formed of the latter, and such was the true
affection and reverence that he entertained towards her, and such,
at the same time, was his feeling of repentance and remorse, that he
shrank from the idea of attaching her to one like himself, and dragging
her down from the dignity of truth and purity, to the lot of one who
was sullied with crime. Accordingly, he wrote a letter to his parents
and Emilie, explaining his feelings and designs, and bade farewell
to his country, as we have seen. The letter he wrote did not reach
its destination, but, falling into the hands of Robespierre and his
associates, became the source of bitter persecution to those for whom
it was intended.
CHAPTER IV.
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