His station was now respectable in the eyes of the world, and he had
all the requisite means to ensure happiness. One thing, only, did he
lack; yet, that thing which is necessary to the preservation of every
earthly good――virtue. In an evil hour he was tempted to the commission
of a horrid crime. Though this was shielded by darkness; though years
rolled away without suspicion or detection; though a fair outside was
carefully preserved; though he left the scene of his depravity, and
doubtless believed he had forever buried his guilt in oblivion――still
the All-seeing Eye was upon him, and He who rules over events, as if to
show how vain is human ingenuity in attempting to shelter the murderer,
at last brought him to justice. On his trial he displayed wonderful
powers of reasoning, but even these, now, only served to heighten his
guilt in the eyes of mankind. How short-sighted is the man who attempts
to attain happiness by unlawful means; which, even if successful, must
make every cup of life bitter as gall; and, if unsuccessful, must bring
judgment, and agony, and shame.
During the confinement of this remarkable person on the charge of
murder, he wrote an account of his own life, from which we learn
that one of his ancestors had been high sheriff of Yorkshire, in the
reign of king Edward the third; but the family, having been gradually
reduced, his father occupied a humble station in life. The son,
however, was sent to a school near Ripon, where he perfected himself in
writing and arithmetic, and then went to London to officiate as clerk
to a merchant.
After a residence of two years in town, he was seized with the
small-pox, which left him in so weak a condition, that he went back to
Yorkshire for the recovery of his health. On his recovery, he found it
necessary to do something for immediate subsistence; and, accordingly
engaged himself as usher to a boarding-school; but, not having been
taught the learned languages in his youth, he was obliged to supply
by industry what he had failed to obtain from neglect. Thus, while
teaching writing and arithmetic, by employing all his leisure hours
in the most intense study, he at length became an excellent Greek and
Latin scholar. In the year 1734, he engaged to officiate as steward of
an estate belonging to Mr. Norton, of Knaresborough; and while in this
station he acquired a competent knowledge of the Hebrew. At this period
he married, but was far from being happy in his matrimonial connection.
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