The child's hands were outstretched longingly to grasp the flower, its
eyes, unnaturally deep and wise with pain, were fixed upon Robinette's
face. She bent over the chair, and her voice was like a dove's voice,
Lavendar thought, as she spoke. Then the little melancholy carriage
was wheeled away. Motherhood always seemed the most sacred, the
supreme experience to Robinette; a thing high and beautiful like the
topmost blooms of Nurse Prettyman's plum tree. "If one had to choose
between that sturdy boy and this wistful wraith, it would be hard,"
she thought. "All my pride would run out to the boy, but I could die
for love and pity if this suffering baby were mine!"
Lavendar had turned, and leaned on the wall with averted face. "Sweet
woman!" he was saying to himself. "It is more than a merry heart that
is able to give such sympathy; it's a sad old world after all where
such things can be; but a woman like that can bring good out of
evil."
Robinette had seated herself on a low wall beside him. Her little
embroidered futility of a handkerchief was in her hand once more. "A
rose and a smile! that's all we could give it," she said; "and we
would either of us share some of that burden if we only could." She
watched the merry, healthy children playing beside them, and added,
"After all let us comfort ourselves that brown cheeks and fat legs are
in the majority. Rightness somehow or other must be at the root of
things, or we shouldn't be a living world at all."
"Amen," said Lavendar, "but the sight of suffering innocents like
that, sometimes makes me wish I were dead."
"Dead!" she echoed. "Why, it makes me wish for a hundred lives, a
hundred hearts and hands to feel with and help with."
"Ah, some women are made that way. My stepmother, the only mother I've
known, was like that," Lavendar went on, dropping suddenly again into
personal talk, as they had done before. He and she, it seemed, could
not keep barriers between them very long; every hour they spent
together brought them more strangely into knowledge of each other's
past.
"She was a fine woman," he went on, "with a certain comfortable
breadth about her, of mind and body; and those large, warm, capable
hands that seem so fitted to lift burdens."
Lavendar was in an absent-minded mood, and never much given to noting
details at any time. He bent over on the low wall in retrospective
silence, looking at the blue sea before them.
Robinette, who was perched beside him, spread her two small hands on
her white serge knees and regarded them fixedly for a moment.
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