“Why, if I came to see you,” said Rowland, deliberating, “it would n’t
be, it could n’t be, for a trivial reason--because I had not been in a
month, because I was passing, because I admire you. It would be because
I should have something very particular to say. I have not come, because
I have been slow in making up my mind to say it.”
“You are simply cruel. Something particular, in this ocean of inanities?
In common charity, speak!”
“I doubt whether you will like it.”
“Oh, I hope to heaven it ‘s not a compliment!”
“It may be called a compliment to your reasonableness. You perhaps
remember that I gave you a hint of it the other day at Frascati.”
“Has it been hanging fire all this time? Explode! I promise not to stop
my ears.”
“It relates to my friend Hudson.” And Rowland paused. She was looking at
him expectantly; her face gave no sign. “I am rather disturbed in mind
about him. He seems to me at times to be in an unpromising way.” He
paused again, but Christina said nothing. “The case is simply this,”
he went on. “It was by my advice he renounced his career at home and
embraced his present one. I made him burn his ships. I brought him to
Rome, I launched him in the world, and I stand surety, in a measure,
to--to his mother, for his prosperity. It is not such smooth sailing as
it might be, and I am inclined to put up prayers for fair winds. If he
is to succeed, he must work--quietly, devotedly. It is not news to you,
I imagine, that Hudson is a great admirer of yours.”
Christina remained silent; she turned away her eyes with an air, not
of confusion, but of deep deliberation. Surprising frankness had, as a
general thing, struck Rowland as the key-note of her character, but she
had more than once given him a suggestion of an unfathomable power
of calculation, and her silence now had something which it is hardly
extravagant to call portentous. He had of course asked himself how far
it was questionable taste to inform an unprotected girl, for the needs
of a cause, that another man admired her; the thing, superficially, had
an uncomfortable analogy with the shrewdness that uses a cat’s paw and
lets it risk being singed. But he decided that even rigid discretion
is not bound to take a young lady at more than her own valuation,
and Christina presently reassured him as to the limits of her
susceptibility. “Mr. Hudson is in love with me!” she said.
Rowland flinched a trifle. Then--“Am I,” he asked, “from this point of
view of mine, to be glad or sorry?”
“I don’t understand you.”
“Why, is Hudson to be happy, or unhappy?”
She hesitated a moment. “You wish him to be great in his profession? And
for that you consider that he must be happy in his life?”
“Decidedly. I don’t say it ‘s a general rule, but I think it is a rule
for him.”
“So that if he were very happy, he would become very great?”
“He would at least do himself justice.”
“And by that you mean a great deal?”
“A great deal.”
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