ravenous flirt, and why a flirt is a flirt is more than I can tell you.
I can’t understand playing with those matters; for me they ‘re serious,
whether I take them up or lay them down. I don’t see what ‘s in your
head, Rowland, to attempt to defend Miss Light; you were the first to
cry out against her! You told me she was dangerous, and I pooh-poohed
you. You were right; you ‘re always right. She ‘s as cold and false and
heartless as she ‘s beautiful, and she has sold her heartless beauty to
the highest bidder. I hope he knows what he gets!”
“Oh, my son,” cried Mrs. Hudson, plaintively, “how could you ever care
for such a dreadful creature?”
“It would take long to tell you, dear mother!”
Rowland’s lately-deepened sympathy and compassion for Christina was
still throbbing in his mind, and he felt that, in loyalty to it, he
must say a word for her. “You believed in her too much at first,” he
declared, “and you believe in her too little now.”
Roderick looked at him with eyes almost lurid, beneath lowering brows.
“She is an angel, then, after all?--that ‘s what you want to prove!”
he cried. “That ‘s consoling for me, who have lost her! You ‘re always
right, I say; but, dear friend, in mercy, be wrong for once!”
“Oh yes, Mr. Mallet, be merciful!” said Mrs. Hudson, in a tone which,
for all its gentleness, made Rowland stare. The poor fellow’s stare
covered a great deal of concentrated wonder and apprehension--a
presentiment of what a small, sweet, feeble, elderly lady might be
capable of, in the way of suddenly generated animosity. There was no
space in Mrs. Hudson’s tiny maternal mind for complications of feeling,
and one emotion existed only by turning another over flat and perching
on top of it. She was evidently not following Roderick at all in his
dusky aberrations. Sitting without, in dismay, she only saw that all was
darkness and trouble, and as Roderick’s glory had now quite outstripped
her powers of imagination and urged him beyond her jurisdiction, so that
he had become a thing too precious and sacred for blame, she found it
infinitely comfortable to lay the burden of their common affliction upon
Rowland’s broad shoulders. Had he not promised to make them all rich and
happy? And this was the end of it! Rowland felt as if his trials were,
in a sense, only beginning. “Had n’t you better forget all this, my
dear?” Mrs. Hudson said. “Had n’t you better just quietly attend to your
work?”
“Work, madame?” cried Roderick. “My work ‘s over. I can’t work--I have
n’t worked all winter. If I were fit for anything, this sentimental
collapse would have been just the thing to cure me of my apathy and
break the spell of my idleness. But there ‘s a perfect vacuum here!” And
he tapped his forehead. “It ‘s bigger than ever; it grows bigger every
hour!”
“I ‘m sure you have made a beautiful likeness of your poor little
mother,” said Mrs. Hudson, coaxingly.
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