“Well,” said she, laughing like one who is hurt, “you have no cause to
say anything, for I read on your face what you have been taught to think
of me. So this is the upbringing that you have had, Jim—to think evil of
that which you do not understand! I wish you had been in the theatre
that very night with Prince Florizel and four Dukes in the boxes, and all
the wits and macaronis of London rising at me in the pit. If Lord Avon
had not given me a cast in his carriage, I had never got my flowers back
to my lodgings in York Street, Westminster. And now two little country
lads are sitting in judgment upon me!”
Jim’s pride brought a flush on to his cheeks, for he did not like to be
called a country lad, or to have it supposed that he was so far behind
the grand folk in London.
“I have never been inside a play-house,” said he; “I know nothing of
them.”
“Nor I either.”
“Well,” said she, “I am not in voice, and it is ill to play in a little
room with but two to listen, but you must conceive me to be the Queen of
the Peruvians, who is exhorting her countrymen to rise up against the
Spaniards, who are oppressing them.”
And straightway that coarse, swollen woman became a queen—the grandest,
haughtiest queen that you could dream of—and she turned upon us with such
words of fire, such lightning eyes and sweeping of her white hand, that
she held us spellbound in our chairs. Her voice was soft and sweet, and
persuasive at the first, but louder it rang and louder as it spoke of
wrongs and freedom and the joys of death in a good cause, until it
thrilled into my every nerve, and I asked nothing more than to run out of
the cottage and to die then and there in the cause of my country. And
then in an instant she changed. She was a poor woman now, who had lost
her only child, and who was bewailing it. Her voice was full of tears,
and what she said was so simple, so true, that we both seemed to see the
dead babe stretched there on the carpet before us, and we could have
joined in with words of pity and of grief. And then, before our cheeks
were dry, she was back into her old self again.
“How like you that, then?” she cried. “That was my way in the days when
Sally Siddons would turn green at the name of Polly Hinton. It’s a fine
play, is _Pizarro_.”
“And who wrote it, ma’am?”
“Who wrote it? I never heard. What matter who did the writing of it!
But there are some great lines for one who knows how they should be
spoken.”
“And you play no longer, ma’am?”
“No, Jim, I left the boards when—when I was weary of them. But my heart
goes back to them sometimes. It seems to me there is no smell like that
of the hot oil in the footlights and of the oranges in the pit. But you
are sad, Jim.”
“It was but the thought of that poor woman and her child.”
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