I can remember her all through her beautiful life for she was but a girl
when she married, and little more when I can first recall her busy
fingers and her gentle voice. I see her as a lovely woman with kind,
dove’s eyes, somewhat short of stature it is true, but carrying herself
very bravely. In my memories of those days she is clad always in some
purple shimmering stuff, with a white kerchief round her long white neck,
and I see her fingers turning and darting as she works at her knitting.
I see her again in her middle years, sweet and loving, planning,
contriving, achieving, with the few shillings a day of a lieutenant’s pay
on which to support the cottage at Friar’s Oak, and to keep a fair face
to the world. And now, if I do but step into the parlour, I can see her
once more, with over eighty years of saintly life behind her,
silver-haired, placid-faced, with her dainty ribboned cap, her
gold-rimmed glasses, and her woolly shawl with the blue border. I loved
her young and I love her old, and when she goes she will take something
with her which nothing in the world can ever make good to me again. You
may have many friends, you who read this, and you may chance to marry
more than once, but your mother is your first and your last. Cherish
her, then, whilst you may, for the day will come when every hasty deed or
heedless word will come back with its sting to hive in your own heart.
Such, then, was my mother; and as to my father, I can describe him best
when I come to the time when he returned to us from the Mediterranean.
During all my childhood he was only a name to me, and a face in a
miniature hung round my mother’s neck. At first they told me he was
fighting the French, and then after some years one heard less about the
French and more about General Buonaparte. I remember the awe with which
one day in Thomas Street, Portsmouth, I saw a print of the great Corsican
in a bookseller’s window. This, then, was the arch enemy with whom my
father spent his life in terrible and ceaseless contest. To my childish
imagination it was a personal affair, and I for ever saw my father and
this clean-shaven, thin-lipped man swaying and reeling in a deadly,
year-long grapple. It was not until I went to the Grammar School that I
understood how many other little boys there were whose fathers were in
the same case.
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