I had dropped asleep at last, when I was awakened suddenly by something
wet being pressed against my face, and by two warm arms which were cast
round me. My mother’s cheek was against my own, and I could hear the
click of her sobs, and feel her quiver and shake in the darkness. A
faint light stole through the latticed window, and I could dimly see that
she was in white, with her black hair loose upon her shoulders.
“You won’t forget us, Roddy? You won’t forget us?”
“Why, mother, what is it?”
“Your uncle, Roddy—he is going to take you away from us.”
“When, mother?”
“To-morrow.”
God forgive me, how my heart bounded for joy, when hers, which was within
touch of it, was breaking with sorrow!
“Oh, mother!” I cried. “To London?”
“First to Brighton, that he may present you to the Prince. Next day to
London, where you will meet the great people, Roddy, and learn to look
down upon—to look down upon your poor, simple, old-fashioned father and
mother.”
I put my arms about her to console her, but she wept so that, for all my
seventeen years and pride of manhood, it set me weeping also, and with
such a hiccoughing noise, since I had not a woman’s knack of quiet tears,
that it finally turned her own grief to laughter.
“Charles would be flattered if he could see the gracious way in which we
receive his kindness,” said she. “Be still, Roddy dear, or you will
certainly wake him.”
“I’ll not go if it is to grieve you,” I cried.
“Nay, dear, you must go, for it may be the one great chance of your life.
And think how proud it will make us all when we hear of you in the
company of Charles’s grand friends. But you will promise me not to
gamble, Roddy? You heard to-night of the dreadful things which come from
it.”
“I promise you, mother.”
“And you will be careful of wine, Roddy? You are young and unused to
it.”
“Yes, mother.”
“And play-actresses also, Roddy. And you will not cast your
underclothing until June is in. Young Master Overton came by his death
through it. Think well of your dress, Roddy, so as to do your uncle
credit, for it is the thing for which he is himself most famed. You have
but to do what he will direct. But if there is a time when you are not
meeting grand people, you can wear out your country things, for your
brown coat is as good as new, and the blue one, if it were ironed and
relined, would take you through the summer. I have put out your Sunday
clothes with the nankeen vest, since you are to see the Prince to-morrow,
and you will wear your brown silk stockings and buckle shoes. Be guarded
in crossing the London streets, for I am told that the hackney coaches
are past all imagining. Fold your clothes when you go to bed, Roddy, and
do not forget your evening prayers, for, oh, my dear boy, the days of
temptation are at hand, when I will no longer be with you to help you.”
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