For many people in the Colonies the question of choice of sides in the
great conflict was solved by the nature of things. Most of those
engaged in shipping, or in any branch of trade upon which duties had
been imposed, the naturally discontented and revolution-loving people,
as well as many others, ranged themselves immediately--without
consideration of consequences, and evidently without any doubts as to
the proper course to be pursued--under the banner of the King's enemies.
On the other hand, there were the officials of the government, the seat
of which was in England; there were the many cultured and learned
persons whose relatives and whose interests were all in Britain; and
there were the more humble, but not less loyal people--many of them
among the farmer and working classes--who loved British institutions
with a love as strong as the love of life itself. Some of these had
fought under English commanders against the French, and their hearts
warmed at the name of King--their enthusiasm rose at the sight of
England's flag. For these also to decide was easy.
But between the people of these two classes, whose decisions were
rendered almost inevitable, there were many who could not so easily and
so hastily settle the question of sides in the contest. Many of the
more thoughtful did not know on which side the right lay. Many who
wished to choose rightly were at a great loss to know what course to
pursue.
Probably, of the thousands of families all over the country, who
pondered the situation raised by the papers such as my mother had
received, none found the problem more difficult and complex than did
we. Our feelings; our training and interests; our sense of what was
right; our love of England for England's sake, and of the King for the
King's sake; all said, and said to each of us, 'Rise and flee, let all
go.' But how were we to live? Our property was our support. If our
feelings said go, self-interest argued stoutly for remaining. My
mother and sisters were defenceless and helpless; I was but a
schoolboy. And it was soldiers the King wanted--not refugees.
But the hour had grown very late. We felt that the question was too
large for us. I rose and was leaving the library for my room. It was
then that my sister Caroline slipped to my side with a book in her hand.
'Prayers,' she said softly, pushing me back toward my seat. 'I have
found you the prayer for the day,' she added, 'you must read it as
father used to do.'
A rush of emotion, mingled with a feeling of shame at my thoughtless
ingratitude toward the Father of all mercies, almost mastered me as I
took the book of prayers from my sister's hand. Had God not been good
in delivering me? Had not my father prayed? Was not prayer more
necessary now than it had ever been in my life?
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