At that moment the sound of galloping troops fell upon our ears, and a
little later the largest body of American soldiers I had yet seen swept
around a turn in the road just ahead of us. I drew to the left, and
they thundered past, going in the direction of Boston. My companion
turned his horse, and prepared to join the troops. As he galloped off
with them, I heard him shouting my name, at which I saw three or four
of those nearest to him turn their heads and look back toward me
somewhat curiously. But they all kept on, and were soon lost in the
dust and distance.
As I went on my way alone, I could not help thinking upon the words of
my late companion, who had left me as suddenly as he came upon me.
What he had told me regarding laws and taxes was not really news; I had
heard the rebel side of the case many times from Duncan Hale; but there
was quite a different note in the words of the rough young farmer.
Evidently there were two sides to the great question--at least it was
not difficult to see that people thought there were.
With myself, as with many others, up to the time of the real outbreak,
it had not been necessary to take sides. But now it was quite
different. Then I was a schoolboy thinking only of Oxford; now I was
the sole defender and counsellor of my mother and sisters. I was
anxious to try the case fairly and honestly. I wished to do right.
Consulting my feelings alone, recalling the words of Duncan Hale, and
remembering that my father had been slain, I felt that perhaps I had
done wrong in not openly, even before the troop of soldiers, declaring
myself a sympathiser with the King and his cause. But second thought
showed me that such a course would have been folly. If I did this,
what of my mother and sisters? It was here that the real difficulties
of my situation first dawned upon me. Things were strangely bound
together. As I rode along, thinking all the while, the situation,
instead of growing simpler, became more complex.
The whole country was, I saw, in the hands of the rebels. During my
entire ride so far, I had not seen a single soldier of the King. My
mother and sisters, my father's fine and valuable property, were all at
the mercy of the King's enemies. Duncan Hale was a fugitive, if not
already a captive. My brother was somewhere in the King's service,
but, following his usual policy, my father had revealed nothing. Then
if we were able to find him, how could he help us? He could not look
for a discharge at such a time. Again, his presence with us might mean
more of danger than his absence from us. But the question that
insisted on coming to me most seriously and frequently was, 'How am I
to serve the King, and yet do what is best for my mother and sisters?'
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