How many hours I had tramped on I knew not, when I saw in the eastern
sky a red tinge which made the whole horizon seem a wall of heated
steel, set in diamonds. North and south the sky appeared more blue
because of the brighter colour in the east, and it looked more distant,
more unfathomable. Of what moment was this earth of ours in this vast
space which separated it from the nearest star? It was but as the fine
dust of the balance, and yet I, the loathsome thing that walked the
earth, could feel--could suffer--I was something more than the earth!
Slowly the day dawned, brighter and brighter became the flush in the
east, one by one the stars sank out of sight, and suddenly I saw a
golden streak of light flash across the hills, then another, and still
others, until a disc of the king of day became visible. A minute more
and it was day! Day! and yet I was still in night, the gloomy fires of
my heart were still unquenched, the darkness of my soul was still
unillumined.
I now began to think about what my mother would say, what she would
feel. When Wilfred did not come home a search would naturally be made,
and in time he would be found. And what then? I dared not think of
that!
Presently I saw a labourer with hedging tools on his shoulder. I would
speak to him, it would relieve my feelings to hear the sound of a human
voice.
Closer and closer we came until we were within a few yards of each
other. I could not speak to him. I was ashamed. I was a guilty
wretch, and could not look an honest man in the face, so I passed by
without looking at him or speaking a word. Another mile I tramped,
then I saw a farmer coming in his cart; evidently he was going to some
distant market. I would speak to him. I had now got over the shock
which the sight of the other man had given me.
"Could you tell me," I said as he came near, "how far Morton Hall is
from here?"
"Morton Hall," he replied, "I' sh' think I cud. I ain't a lived in
this ere neberhood for vive and vorty year wiout knawin' that?"
I waited for him to go on, but he did not speak another word, and then,
looking at me strangely, prepared to drive on.
"_Will_ you tell me, then?" I said.
"You asked me if I _cud_," he said, "not ef I _wud_. Es, I'll tell
'ee, tes nine mile'n haaf," and the farmer drove on.
Nine miles and a half! I had walked twenty-five miles then, and more.
I was very tired, and I knew not why I should go there; but, impelled
by a strong power, I hurried on.
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