Cowper tottered at a black dispatch-box. “There, there!” he said; “I
tell you I shall starve if I don’t have it. Ask him--ask him-------” He
was clutching me like a drowning man.
Castro raised the inevitable arm towards heaven, letting his round black
cloak fall into folds like those of an umbrella. Cowper gathered that
he might take his japanned dispatch-box; he seized the brass handles and
rushed towards the side, but at the last moment he had the good impulse
to return to me, holding out his hand, and spluttering distractedly,
“God bless you, God bless you.” After a time he remembered that I had
rescued his wife and child, and he asked God to bless me for that too.
“If it is ever necessary,” he said, “on my honour, if you escape, I will
come a thousand miles to testify. On my honour--remember.” He said he
was going to live in Clapham. That is as much as I remember. I was held
pinned down to the deck, and he disappeared from my sight. Before the
ships had separated, I was carried below in the cabin of the schooner.
They left me alone there, and I sat with my head on my arms for a long
time, I did not think of anything at all; I was too utterly done up with
my struggles, and there was nothing to be thought about. I had grown to
accept the meanness of things as if I had aged a great deal. I had
seen men scratch each other’s faces over coat buttons, old shoes--over
Mercer’s trousers. My own future did not interest me at this stage. I
sat up and looked round me.
I was in a small, bare cabin, roughly wainscotted and exceedingly
filthy. There were the grease-marks from the backs of heads all along a
bulkhead above a wooden bench; the rough table, on which my arms rested,
was covered with layers of tallow spots. Bright light shone through a
porthole. Two or three ill-assorted muskets slanted about round the foot
of the mast--a long old piece, of the time of Pizarro, all red velvet
and silver’ chasing, on a swivelled stand, three English fowling-pieces,
and a coachman’s blunderbuss. A man was rising from a mattress stretched
on the floor; he placed a mandolin, decorated with red favours, on
the greasy table. He was shockingly thin, and so tall that his head
disturbed the candle-soot on the ceiling. He said: “Ah, I was waiting
for the cavalier to awake.”
He stalked round the end of the table, slid between it and the side,
and grasped my arm with wrapt earnestness as he settled himself slowly
beside me. He wore a red shirt that had become rather black where his
long brown ringlets fell on his shoulders; it had tarnished gilt buttons
ciphered “G. R.,” stolen, I suppose, from some English ship.
“I beg the Señor Caballero to listen to what I have to record,” he said,
with intense gravity. “I cannot bear this much longer--no, I cannot bear
my sufferings much longer.”
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