"I no longer see the reflection of the beloved faces of my mother and
father. They used to sit on the bank. They were calm, good, and happy.
I had on a white pinafore which was always getting dirty, and mamma
cleaned it with her handkerchief. Dear angel, tell me what has become
of the reflections of their beloved faces? I no longer see them. I no
longer see them."
At that moment a cluster of wild nuts dropped from a hazel-tree and
floated down the stream of water.
And the angel said to the poet:
"The reflection of your father and mother went on with the stream of
water like those nuts. For everything obeys the current, substance
as well as shadow. The image of your beloved parents is merged in the
water and what remains is called memory. Recollect and pray. And you
will find the dearly loved images again."
And as an azure kingfisher darted above the reeds, the poet cried:
"Dear angel! Do I not see the color of my mother's eyes in the wings
of that bird?"
And the divine spirit answered:
"It is as you have said. But look again."
From the top of a tree where a turtle-dove had built her nest a downy
white feather fell soaring and eddying to the water.
And the poet cried:
"Dear angel! Is not this white down, my mother's gentle purity?"
And the divine spirit answered:
"It is as you have said."
A light breeze ruffled the water and made the leaves rustle.
The poet asked:
"Is not that the grave sweet voice of my father?"
And the spirit answered:
"It is as you have said."
Then they walked along the road which left the grove and followed the
river. And soon under the glare of the sun the road became white, very
white. It was like the linen at Holy Communion. To the right and left
hidden springs tinkled like pious bells. And the angel said:
"Do you recognize this part of your life?"
"This is the day of my first communion," answered the poet. "I
remember the church and the happy faces of my mother and grandmother.
I was happy and sad at the same time. With what fervor I knelt!
Thrills ran through my hair. That evening at family supper they kissed
me and said: 'He was the most beautiful.'"
And in recalling this the poet burst into sobs. And as he wept he
became as beautiful as on the day of the blessed ceremony. His tears
flowed through his hands like holy water.
And they went on along the road.
The day waned a little. The supple poplars swayed gently along the
ditches. At a distance one of them in the center of a field looked
like a tall young girl. The sky tinted it so delicately that it was
pale and blue like the temple of a virgin.
And the poet dreamed of the first woman he had loved.
And his guardian-angel said to him:
"This love was so pure and so sad that it did not offend me."
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