I bless you, oh humble town where I am not understood, where I shelter
my pride, my suffering, and my joy, where I have hardly any other
distraction than that of listening to the barking of my old dog and
watching the faces of the poor. But I reach the hillside where the
prickly furze is spread, and in musing upon my difficulties I am
filled with a beneficent gentleness. To-day it is no longer the
coarse and disdainful laugh of the public, nor the terrible doubt of
everything, which disturbs me. The laugh of my detractors has grown
wearied, and I have become indifferent to what I am. Yet I have become
grave toward myself and others. It is with an apprehensive joy that I
regard the heedlessness of the happy. I have learned what misery
may spring from love, what blindness is born of a glance. And it is
because of what I have suffered that I would bestow a sad and slow
caress on those who have not yet known anything but happiness.
* * * * *
The open door, the blue sky, the watering of the grass and the
gilliflowers, and the hyacinths, and a single bird which chirps, and
my dogs stretched on the ground and the rosebushes with their thick
stems, the verdure of the lilacs, and a clock that is striking, a wasp
which flies straight and marks the meadow with the lines of its golden
vibration, and stops, hesitates, sets off again, is silent and buzzes....
Hearts and choirs of primroses in the moist, shadowy mosses of the
woods; long threads of rose and blue dew floating and swinging and
suspended--from what?--in the immaterial morning; tree-frogs with
golden eye-lids and white throbbing throats; furze whose perfume of
faded peach and rose follows along the roads, already torrid....
Iris, cries of jays, turtledoves, mountains of blue snow which are
rocks of azure, green fields laid out in squares, brook rolling
a golden pebble in the silence; first foliage of the waters, icy
trembling of the body beside the springs when the sun lies burning on
your hands....
* * * * *
Slender alders; fiery marshes where toward noonday puffing out their
throat, the hoarse gray frogs climb up on the coriaceous plants,
while slowly from the deep of the shady and gilded mire rises a bubble....
Dry and twisted vines; swarms of insects from the blossoms of rosy
peach-trees, in slanting flight into the azure; pear-trees and roses
of Bengal....
* * * * *
Setting of the cherry sun; nocturnal snow of a fruit-tree; green and
transparent shadowing of the lanes; summit of little hills at seven
o'clock where the trees are like sponges which little by little blend
into the severity of the uniform curve which swells and rises sharply.
Starless night; violet night in which the white sandals of a beloved
pagan can hardly be distinguished, and dense bristling of slender, dry
trees; pallor of a limestone slope, and water in which something casts
two long and deep shadows....
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