I flung away a half-smoked cigar and lighted my pipe. There was no
disguising the truth that the coming of the Holbrooks had got on my
nerves--at least that was my phrase for it. Now that I thought of it,
they were impudent intruders and Paul Stoddard had gone too far in
turning them over to me. There was nothing in their story, anyhow; it
was preposterous, and I resolved to let them severely alone. But even
as these thoughts ran through my mind I turned toward St. Agatha's,
whose lights were visible through the trees, and I knew that there was
nothing honest in my impatience. Helen Holbrook's eyes were upon me
and her voice called from the dark; and when the clock chimed nine in
the tower beyond the wall memory brought back the graceful turn of her
dark head, the firm curve of her throat as she had listened to the
mellow fling of the bells.
And here, for the better instruction of those friends who amuse
themselves with the idea that I am unusually susceptible, as they say,
to the charms of woman, I beg my reader's indulgence while I state,
quite honestly, the flimsy basis of this charge. Once, in my twentieth
year, while I was still an undergraduate at Trinity, Dublin, I went to
the Killarney Lakes for a week's end. My host--a fellow student--had
taken me home to see his horses; but it was not his stable, but his
blue-eyed sister, that captivated my fancy. I had not known that
anything could be so beautiful as she was, and I feel and shall always
feel that it was greatly to my credit that I fell madly in love with
her. Our affair was fast and furious, and lamentably detrimental to my
standing at Trinity. I wrote some pretty bad verses in her praise, and
I am not in the least ashamed of that weakness, or that the best
florist in Ireland prospered at the expense of my tailor and laundress.
It lasted a year, and to say that it was like a beautiful dream is
merely to betray my poor command of language. The end, too, was
fitting enough, and not without its compensations: I kissed her one
night--she will not, I am sure, begrudge me the confession; it was a
moonlight night in May; and thereafter within two months she married a
Belfast brewer's son who could not have rhymed eyes with skies to save
his malted soul.
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