England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
“This is a pretty kettle of fish,” I remarked.
“You ought to be proud of yourself,” she said.
“Why?”
“To have brought her up so well. I don’t mean what you’ve taught her,
but to have left so much resolution in her. Most people knock it out.”
“More chance than design,” I said.
“Anyway, she’s got it,” said Mrs. O’Gorman, “and if she always obeys
impulse and cuts her losses so promptly she won’t go far wrong. Her
heart’s true.”
“Meanwhile?” I asked.
“Meanwhile,” she said, “she wants to go to school. When I say ‘wants’ I
mean something very different; I mean she’s willing to go to school and
she knows she ought to go to school. She doesn’t think, and she won’t
admit (you see I’ve been testing her) she did wrong to run away from this
one—and I agree with her—but she knows that if she stayed at home now it
would be a victory wrongly won. And she doesn’t want to do anything
unfair, bless her! although, of course, she’ll have to before she’s
through. The world will see to that!”
“What school?” I asked.
“Well, that’s your affair,” said Mrs. O’Gorman, “but, this time, for the
love of God find it yourself. How you came to let that Stratton woman
pick out the other for you I shall never understand. And you more or
less a sensible fellow too! But there, we’ve all got our blind spots.
Even I can’t bring myself to change my medical adviser.”
* * * * *
At her next school Rose was happy and did well.
While she was away, I gave more time to an old toy of mine—the
microscope—and was gradually, I doubt not, becoming a fossil. I was
beginning also to supplement the collection of prints which my father had
left, and buying experience rather dearly. Between the holidays these
were my indoor hobbies, while there was always the garden for such
daylight hours as my patients left me. Now and then I dined out, at the
Hall or the Rectory or with Mrs. O’Gorman; and so the time wore on. To
be creatures of habit seems to be our destiny, and if we are to escape we
must continually fight. Personally, I did not fight. I was counting on
Rose to be my deliverer when, at the end of her last school term, she
returned to galvanize her old foster-father and keep him gay once more.
Every time Rose came home, three times a year, I saw a change in her, but
it was not until the winter holidays when she was nearly sixteen that I
suddenly realized that she had grown into a beautiful creature, capable
of setting men’s hearts beating, and of disturbing lives and affecting
destinies. Not, of course, that one has to be beautiful to affect
destiny: we can all do that, and all are doing it continually. But
pretty women appear to be busier than other persons, even if they are
not.
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