England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
“I can’t think why you never married,” was her reply. “Don’t you see how
much wiser that would have been? Everything would have been simplified.”
“Rose and I have got on very well alone,” I said.
“But how much nicer for Rose to have had a woman’s guidance?”
“Why?” I retorted. “On all questions touching life, worldly education
and so forth, a man can be as instructive; and in so far as
protectiveness goes he can be as tender and as thorough. What remains
girls get by instinct. And Rose likes me: that’s another great asset.
Supposing that she did not like my wife?”
“But that’s being too fantastic.”
“Very well, then. Supposing that my wife didn’t like Rose? Women can be
very disapproving of each other—very jealous.”
“All this doesn’t affect the main thing,” said Mrs. Stratton. “I am
still worried by the extreme impropriety of you and my niece living here
alone.”
“Then tell me,” I said, “what you propose—for you must have some
proposition in your mind.”
“Rose could come to us,” said Mrs. Stratton. “We are planning to go to
the Italian Riviera for the winter—to Nervi.”
“But on returning,” I said, “there would be the same opportunities for
calumny.”
“Might it not be possible to have a companion for her?” Mrs. Stratton
asked. “Some nice woman to live here? I know of one I could recommend.”
“No,” I said, not without emphasis, “it might not, I will not have any
nice woman here. Besides, if I did, what would be the result? Simply
more suspicions! I should be thought bigamous instead of merely
monogamous.”
“Oh no!” said Mrs. Stratton. “I meant an elderly woman.”
“Good Heavens!” I exclaimed.
* * * * *
Mrs. Stratton’s visit was disturbing. I had been looking forward to two
years of Rose’s company before the time arrived when she was twenty and
would probably want to be independent, and I thought I was entitled to
it. These two years were to be very precious—a kind of reward, if you
like, for my foster-parental solicitude; and now they were threatened.
It was not public opinion that I was fearing, but the self-conscious
restrictions that were being forced on me to the ruin of easy natural
familiarity. I should always now be wondering if this or that excursion
were wise, or what constructions the beastly world would be putting on
this or that occurrence. Nothing could be simple and unselfconscious any
more!
I took the problem to Mrs. O’Gorman.
“But you don’t mean to say that this comes as a surprise to you?” she
asked, when I had finished the story.
“Yes, it did,” I said.
“O the poor innocent!” she exclaimed. “And for a doctor too! And
haven’t I been telling you about it, for years, here in this very room
where we’re sitting?”
“Well,” I said, “I hadn’t thought. I was thinking of Rose as a
schoolgirl still, not a woman.”
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