England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
“Don’t mind them,” said Mrs. O’Gorman. “But what an adoptive fellow you
are! You’re a regular creche! No children of your own, O dear
no!—nothing so vulgar as marrying and begetting—but if anyone has a
daughter going begging you’re the boy to bring it up! It’s amazing. How
old are you?”
I told her. And I may as well tell every one: when Rose the second came
to me for good I was fifty-six.
“Fifty-six!” she said. “The prime of life. Uphill till you’re fifty;
then the top of the hill till you’re sixty; then the steady decline.
It’s a foolish world, Doctor; there’s no steadiness in it. We’re always
hurrying to the churchyard: some of us unassisted, others being pushed by
our medical men.”
I told her that that was too old a joke for her to crack. We looked to
her for something original.
“Old jokes are best,” she said. “At any rate, there’s something very
sound in that old one about the advantage of adopting a child rather than
having one of your own. Those, it says, who adopt choose, whereas those
who have a child in the ordinary manner must put up with what they get.
You’re one of the clever ones, Doctor; you choose. And may Rose the
second turn out as pretty and as sweet as that other one! Bring her to
me quickly. There’s no time to waste; when one is nearly eighty one
can’t postpone.”
* * * * *
Little Rose quickly became a comfort, and she was like enough to her
mother for me to feel that a benign miracle had been performed and the
clock set back twenty years. It is given to few persons to enjoy a
second time on earth, and I think of myself as peculiarly fortunate in
having twice been the most intimate companion of a child. For my first
Rose, I shall always have, I imagine, the tenderer spot; but the second
Rose did perhaps more to cheer me, for I was much older when Eustace left
her in my charge, and she helped to keep me young. It is possible that
but for her mother I might have made more of a life of my own, and even,
it is possible, have been the father of Roses. No one can tell—nor am I
suggesting resentment or even disappointment. I am probably better
qualified to bring up other people’s children than my own, and the world
is over- rather than under-populated. But the Devil’s advocate, who
thought of this possible count against the first Rose, would be
hopelessly dumb when called upon to indict the second.
The second Rose was a more active child than her mother had been—not
restless but alert—and there was little that did not interest her. Her
mother had made her own entertainment, but this Rose found most of hers
in the visible world. Nothing escaped her notice.
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