United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Annie shook her head, but made no answer. There was no bitterness now in
her heart against Rose Mather. She had prayed that all away, and only
hoped the anguish which had come to her, making her brain giddy, and her
heart faint, might never be borne by another, if that could be. George
had volunteered—was to be second lieutenant, and Annie, oh, who shall
tell of the gloom which had fallen so darkly around the cottage she had
called hers for one brief year. It was a neat, cozy dwelling, and to
Annie it never seemed so cheerful as on that memorable night of the war
meeting, when she had lighted the lamp, and sat down with George upon
the chintz-covered lounge he had helped her make when first she was a
bride. It is true the carpet was not of velvet, like that Rose Mather
trod upon; neither was there in all the house one inch of rosewood or of
marble, but there was domestic love, pure and deep as any Rose ever
experienced, and there was something better far than that, a patient,
trusting faith in One who can shed light upon the dreariest home, and
make the heaviest trial seem like nought. It was this trusting faith
which made Annie Graham the sweet, gentle being she was, shedding its
influence over her whole life, and softening down a disposition which
otherwise might have been haughty and resentful. Annie was naturally
high-spirited and proud, and Rose’s remarks concerning volunteers in
general, and George in particular, had stung her to the quick, but with
the indignant mood there came another impulse, and ere the cottage had
been reached, the bitter feeling had gone, leaving nothing but sorrow
that it had ever been there. Like Rose, she wished there would be no
war, but wishing was of no avail, and long after George Graham was
asleep and dreaming, it may be, of glories won on battle-fields, Annie
lay awake, questioning within herself, whether she ought, by word or
deed, to prevent her husband’s going, if he felt as he seemed to feel,
that it was as much his duty as that of others to join in his country’s
defence. Annie was no great reasoner, logically; all her decisions were
made to turn upon the simple question of right and wrong, and on this
occasion she found it hard to tell, so evenly the balance seemed
adjusted. More than once she stole from her pillow, and going out into
the fresh night air, knelt in the moonlight, and asked for guidance to
choose the right, even though that right should take her husband from
her.
“If I knew he would not die, it would not be so hard to give him up,”
she murmured, as sickening visions of fields strewn with the dead, and
hospitals filled with the dying, came over her, and for an instant her
brain reeled with the thought of George dying thus, and leaving her no
hope of meeting him again, for George’s faith was not like hers.
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