United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Mrs. Carleton was proud of her family name,—proud of her family
pride,—and she shrank from having it known how it had been disgraced, so
after Rose’s first grief was over she bade her keep it a secret, and
Rose promised readily, never doubting for a moment her ability to do so.
Rose had already borne much that morning. Excessive weeping for her
husband, added to what she had heard of Jimmie, took her strength away,
and she spent that first weary day in bed, sometimes sobbing bitterly as
the dread reality came over her that _Will_ was really gone, and again
starting up from a feverish, broken sleep with the idea that it was all
a dream, or a horrid nightmare, from which she should at last awake.
Callers were all excluded, and with a delicious feeling that she was not
to be disturbed, Rose, late in the afternoon, lay watching the western
sunlight dancing on the wall, when a step upon the stairs was heard, and
in a moment Widow Simms appeared, her sharp face softening into an
expression of genuine pity when she saw how white and wan Rose was
looking.
“They tried to keep me out,” she said, “that brawny cook of yours and
that filigree waiting-maid, but I would come up, and here I am.”
Then sitting down by Rose she told her Annie had sent her there. “She’s
sorry for you,” the widow said, “and she sent this to tell you so,” and
the widow handed Rose a tiny note, written by Annie Graham. Once Rose
would have resented the act as implying too much familiarity, but her
heart was greatly softened, while, had she tried her best, she could not
have regarded Annie Graham in the light of an inferior. Tearing open the
envelope she read:
“MY DEAR MRS. MATHER—I am sure you will pardon the liberty I am
taking. My apology is that I feel so deeply for you, for I understand
just what you are suffering,—understand how wearily the hours drag on,
knowing as you do that with the waning daylight _his_ step will not be
heard just by the door, making in your heart little throbs of joy,
such as no other step can make. I am so sorry for you, and I had hoped
you at least might be spared, but God in his wisdom has seen fit to
order it otherwise, and we know that what He does is right. Still it
is hard to bear,—harder for you than for me, perhaps, and when this
morning I heard the car signal given, I knelt just where I did when my
own husband went away, and asked our Heavenly Father to bring your
Willie back in safety, and, Mrs. Mather, I am sure He will, for I
felt, even then, an answer to my prayer,—something which said, ‘It
shall be as you ask.’
“Dear Mrs. Mather, try to be comforted; try to see the brighter side;
try to pray, and be sure the darkness now enveloping you so like a
pall will pass away, and the sunshine be the brighter for the cloud.
Come and see me when you feel like it, and remember, you have at least
two friends who pray for you, one at the Father’s right hand in
Heaven, and one in her cottage in the Hollow.
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