United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
There was a halt in the front ranks, and while they stand there thus,
let us look once more upon these those whom we have known. Just where
the good-humored faces of the Irish regiment, and the tall caps of the
Highlanders are perceptible, the 13th appears in view, our company
marching decorously on, no lagging, no faltering, no cowards there,
though almost every heart had in it some thought of home and the dear
ones left behind. Prayers were said by lips unused to pray, and who
shall tell how many records of sins forgiven were that morning written
in heaven? Bibles, too, were pressed to throbbing hearts, and to none
more closely than to George Graham’s broad chest. He had prayed that
morning in the clear moonlight, and by the same moonlight he had tried
to read a line in Annie’s well-worn Bible, opening to where God promises
to care for the widow and the fatherless. Was it ominous, that passage?
Did it mean that he, so strong, so vigorous, so full of life, should
bite the dust ere many hours were done? He could not believe it. He was
too full of hope for that. He could not die with Annie at home alone, so
he buttoned her Bible over his heart, and prayed that if a bullet struck
him it might be there, fondly hoping that would break its force.
There was a shadow on his handsome face, and it communicated itself to
Isaac Simms, who was glancing so stealthily at him, and guessing of what
he was thinking. Isaac, too, had prayed in the moonlight, and he, too,
had thought, “What if I should be killed!” wondering if his mother ever
would forget her soldier boy, even though she might not weep over his
nameless grave. This to Isaac was the hardest thought of all. The boy
that would not tell a lie for the sake of promotion, was not afraid to
die, but he preferred that it should not be there ‘mid piles of bloody
slain. He would rather death should come to him up in the humble attic,
where he had lain so oft and listened to the patter of the rain on the
roof above, or feigned to be asleep when his mother stole noiselessly
across the threshold to see if he were covered from the cold and
shielded from the snow, which sometimes found an entrance through a
crevice in the wall. ’Tis strange when we are in danger what flights our
fancy often takes, gathering up the minutest details of our past life,
and spreading them out before us with startling distinctness. So Isaac,
with possible death in advance, thought of his past life; of every
object connected with his home, from the grass-plat in the rear, where
his mother bleached her clothes in spring, to the blue and white checked
blanket hung round his attic bed to protect him from the winter storm.
That widow, so stern, so harsh, so sharp to almost every one, had been
the tenderest of parents to him, and a tear glistened on the cheek of
the fair-haired boy as he remembered the only time he ever was hateful
to her. He had asked her forgiveness for it, and she surely would not
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