United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Some there were, however, who made the retreat more leisurely, and among
these, Bill Baker. Remembering the mark he had fixed in his own mind, he
sought among the slain for Harry, finding him at last, trampled and
crushed by the flying troops, and wholly unrecognizable by any save a
brother’s eye. Bill knew him, however, in a moment, but there was no
time now to “do the tender,” as he had purposed doing. There was danger
in tarrying long, and with a shudder Bill bent over the mangled form,
and with his jack-knife severed a lock of matted, bloodwet hair, taking
also from the pockets whatever of value they contained, not from any
avaricious motive, but rather from a feeling that the rebels should get
nothing save the body.
“A darned sight good Hal’s carcass will do ye!” he said, shaking his
fist defiantly in the direction of the foe, “but the wust is your own
this hot weather, if you don’t bury him decently;” then turning to the
lifeless gore, he continued: “Poor Hal! I’m kinder sorry you are dead.
You had now and then a streak of good about you, and I’m sorry we ever
quarreled, I be, upon my word, and I wish you could hear me say so; but
you can’t, knocked into a cocked up hat as you are, poor Hal. If there
was a spot on your face as big as a sixpence that wasn’t smashed into a
jelly, I’d kiss you just for the old woman’s sake, but I swan if I can
stomach it! I might your hands, perhaps,” and bending lower, Bill’s lips
touched the clammy fingers of the dead.
There was something in the touch which brought to Bill’s heart a pang
similar to the one he felt when he saw his brother fall, and rising to
his feet, he said, mournfully:
“Good-bye, old Hal, I’m going now; I wish you might go, too. Good-bye,”
and wiping away a tear which felt much out of place on his rough cheek,
Bill walked away, saying to himself, “Poor Hal. I didn’t s’pose I had
such a hankerin’ for him. Didn’t s’pose I cared for nobody; but such a
day’s work as this finds the soft spot in a feller’s heart if he’s got
any. Poor Hal! Mother’ll nigh about raise the _ruff_!”
Thus soliloquizing Bill moved on, not rapidly as others did, but rather
leisurely than otherwise. He seemed to be benumbed, and did not care
much what became of himself. Wading the stream he trudged on, now
wondering “What the plague they all were running for, when they’d got
the rascals licked,” and again anathematizing the shot which fell around
him.
“S’pose I care for you,” he said, hitting a spent ball a kick. “S’pose I
care if I do get killed? better do that than to run.”
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